Conversation for Crime

2010-08-16T11:54:00.003-07:00

tiffany & co "return to tiffany" silver necklace
incanto bloom / incanto charms
teal / navy/ gold havaina slims
holga colour flash attachment
more instax film

and more capybaras from banpresto would not hurt :')

taisetsu

2010-08-16T11:54:00.001-07:00

the 5 most important animals in my life

fall

2010-08-16T11:53:00.001-07:00

I'm not one for words right now, so here's a picture post from Saturday when I met Roy, Denise and dear for our trip to Marina Barrage, Marina Bay Sands, and Marina Square. Cute, much? I really must pick up a book on how to properly use my DSLR, all I've been doing is clicking here and there without proper guidance.

Oh and I must say, I am quite the one to be enjoying 90210 now. Shall finish off season 1 tomorrow because I'm REALLY supposed to be studying...

:> buy?

2010-08-12T04:27:00.000-07:00

Golden over-sized shimmer top
$22

Acid wash shorts
$24

Sheer grey lace dress from New Look
$24
Bought for $40+ :<

Topshop heather grey scoopback top
UK6, brand new
$16

Heather grey korean lace dress (belt excluded)
Also available in purple x
$13

Embellished jewel dress
Slightly sheer
$17 brand new

Jade Embellished Jewel Dress
$17 brand new

Orange Braid-necked summer dress
$9

F21 Mandarin Collar white top
$13
Not for fussy buyers :S

Blue shimmery mermaid top
Belt excluded
One of my favs :>
$19

Grunge kitty top
Brand new
$35

Hearts all over blue F21 picnic dress
Good condition :> super loved!
$39

New look floral black top
Worn twice
Bought for $40+ x.x
$26

Halter neck golden shimmery clubbing top :>
I don't club. So i don't wear it. but it's mofo sexy jajaja 8D
$21

x Prices exclude postage
x Might be slightly negotiable
x No frigging trades
x Meet-ups only at Clementi or Harbourfront .... If i have to travel further you pay my MRT/bus fare
x All items fit UK6-8, ask if you're unsure
x No additional pictures because i'm anal about it like that.
x Email @ tokyojuveniles@gmail.com

FLASHY IS TRASHY

2010-08-07T12:20:00.000-07:00

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Clique outing to town yesterday, we had dinner at Tampopo but didn't do much cuz Kee had a curfew (cute..) and there wasn't much else to do with so many people missing. Yang, Kee and I were pretty peeved at first, but the anger pretty much dissipated by the time we got to the restaurant cuz everyone was mad hungry. Had a massive plate of curry rice, then walked to Heeren, stalking trannies and soon after, Ella, TY, Tessa and I bussed back to my place, playing Fruit Ninja and Doodle Jump all the way home. Booze at 7-11, then watched some old school Brad Pitt show which turned out to be not so bad...

Tessa darling, I hope you're feeling a lot better after yesterday, and after sleeping over... Kitty therapy does wonders doesn't it? :) I don't know if you'll read this, but baby, you're the only best friend I've had for SO LONG who's always been there for me when I need you, even though we don't turn to each other much of the time. I love you for who you are and please don't give up, even when the going gets tough. I'll always be here for you!

Doo doo doo~

2010-08-01T10:39:00.000-07:00

Under this cut you will find the first vLog in a YEAR since the last. Have fun! Also, cut my hair like I said I would and now I have puppy ears. What did I tell you.. I hate haircuts. Imma just work it.

On the flip side, this week's going to be really hectic :S ugh what am I even doing still awake!? I shall pray that I make it through and look forward to the weekends as usual! Solo's chalet was alright, made new friends, hopefully we can meet up soon and it's such a pity we didn't take any pictures, cuz we were kind of high. Rebekah, Jerry, if you see this, hi babes! <3 Denise darl came to pick me up with her friend Butter (lol.) and we drove back to her place where we sat eating cup noodles/bread till the wee hours of the morning. Denise I love your room, it's so cozy :> BP Plaza for big breakfast with dearie, spent the day watching Triple Tap and dozing off. Pizza hut for dinner (no pictures cuz even my phone died >:(), then talk time with the army boys at Starbucks.. I also caught myself a little bunny who vaguely reminds me of myself...

Us trying on hats at Toys 'R' Us!

Demonic baby toy... Can you see, it reads 'Alive' :S

What I would look like as a cheerleader ^_~

And are you ready for the most epic picture of the day?...

We are so cute, I know ^_^ For some reason the net is REALLY slow today..

I love you dearie :) I'm sorry I always have mood swings these days, I know they frustrate you too!

We went to the petshop and found THIS LITTLE BUNNY! ^_^ so cuuuute~

And this here REAL fat cat who sure knows how to enjoy life :S

Lookie it's me! ^_^

Back to dearie's to finish off Triple Tap. I love Louis Koo :d

WCG

2010-07-12T09:19:00.001-07:00

Needless to say, work was awesome. :) Meet Alison and Tian Yi, my workmates for the past 3 days. I definitely hope to work with them again someday, alongside the others like Kenneth and gang!

These are just some of the photos I managed to grab off Facebook from the photographers that added Al, I think there are a whole lot more waiting to be discovered but I shan't be too bothered.

School is a serious chore - IB project, GRPCOMM proj, BMM proj 2, MRSH common tests/proj, .... MEDSOC project, all due within the next 4 weeks. I am soo screwed... :'(

16

2010-07-04T10:19:00.001-07:00

Weekends are always happy and delightful with my sugarwrap around! :) I love how we rarely fight and always have things to talk about, and how he is so silly and always so caring and understanding. (besides the fact that you get a weird kick out of watching me sleep!)

I love that you put effort into our relationship (i can see that you try and that's enough for me :)); always trying to think up things for us to do so we won't be bored staying home, and being sensitive to my feelings and needs :<

Happy 16 months honeybee, i love you and everything you've done for me. 16 months with you have been amazing, and i've never regretted a single thing we've done together! Learning and growing with you is the best thing that's ever happened to me, and i'm starting to believe that this is only the beginning to something real, something once in a lifetime.. Thank you for the new shoes, they were a nice surprise!

将来

2010-07-02T10:16:00.000-07:00

So I took today to think about this, after dinner, on the bus home from JE alone. Darl and I were having a casual discussion about marriage, and out of curiosity I went home to check on the average age a Singaporean man or woman gets married - It's about 30 for men, and 27 for women, rounded up/down to the nearest whole number. (I remember my math, Mr. Lim)

And that scares me, not sure if it's in a good or bad way. I'm turning 19 this year. 10 years ago, I was 9, and I remember being that way. Happy, carefree; going to primary school everyday to see my friends, when the hardest things about life were related to the Powerpuff girls or Pokemon. In exactly 10 years from now, I might be married; looking back at my life and going, Wow. I remember when I was 19. Back then, my biggest problems were marketing projects... Pfft.

It's not uncommon, so I hope you aren't startled if I tell you that my friends and I occasionally talk about shit like kids, and family. It's not something to be pressured or pushed, and I think it's important for every woman to know what she wants. I can say I don't exactly have a finger on what I want.. But I sure as hell know what I don't want, 10 years from now -- Kids. Screaming babies, ringing their shrill voices through my ears, ruining my life and sapping my money when I haven't even gotten enough to provide for the cost of living in Singapore.

What I want? 10 years from now, I want to be happily in love with someone who will adore me till I shrivel up and die. 10 years from now, I want to be a linguist/teacher specializing in Japanese and/or Korean, and hopefully, if that pays well, I can take time to slowly venture into what I really love more than anything else; animals. I want to go on honeymoon with my husband, and perhaps never come back, except to see my family and friends. I want to tour the world, see all its beautiful sights and hear its sounds; the oceans, breathe in the mountains, and venture the vast savannas.

I know I'm not one to be bound to a crummy office chair and desk, and I know I'm not one who's going to sit still and watch my life waste away. I know for a fact that I pride my freedom above anything else, and so, free is what I will be. All this will surely change, perhaps a month, a year, or many years from now. But I wanted it written down, so I would know; at least somewhere along the way, I was sure of where I was going.

The only thing left to see is if one day, I will get there. And that's what I'm doing, working to make sure I will.

This is the only reason why I am forcing myself to do my Brand and Marketing Management project. And it will be the only reason why I will get through Year 3 of polytechnic..........

Dead Lines

2010-06-29T11:09:00.000-07:00

MEDSOC Advert Project
Graphic Comm Logo Design Final Project
International Business Final Report
Brand and Marketing Management Project 1

FML. School's just started, I've fallen sick, and I already need to go on a hiatus from life. Someone hand me a Kit Kat......

Finally

2010-06-29T00:46:00.001-07:00

I got down to doing something I should have done a long time ago.

You know who you are and you know what you once did to tear my world apart. And it won't happen again. Two years in the making, I trusted you and believed in every word you said to me, even when I felt the urge to doubt you; but not any more, not this time.

You will never again see my face, neither will you speak to me, or ever once more hear my voice. You will not hurt me like you used to, so have a great life, and Goodbye.

the only exception

2010-06-26T12:21:00.000-07:00

Talk about round the country, darl and I ran from end to ends today! From Pasir Panjang, to Jurong East, to Woodlands, to Eunos, to the Coast... I'm starting to believe there's nowhere we won't go. We did everything and anything, played at the arcade, chowed down good food, saw lots of sights, and had the greatest company in the world; each other - as usual.

The silly boy's sick, tomorrow I'm going over to take care of him, then it's dinner with his new friends - And the day after? School, debates, and projects. FM(Future)L . Can someone tell me if I'm the opposition or proposition for MEDSOC debate!? God.

Oh! And I dyed my hair, well or rather Z did it for me, not even but i still mad love it. :)

I'm Busy

2010-06-23T11:50:00.000-07:00

With Happy Pets, Pet Society, Maple Story, and How I Met Your Mother.

True story. Story of my life.

That's where you find love

2010-06-20T10:16:00.000-07:00

I was awoken rather unpleasantly this morning; still sick and coughing badly, ears still blocked for the third day in a row. Made my way to CCK, had fish noodles for lunch, then darl and I went to the arcade, then the library for some books to borrow. Went back to his place, and talked about the world, what it had in store for us... And it was pretty amazing, something the both of us hadn't felt in a long, long time.

It was one step above magical - More than the usual just gazing into his eyes and listening to what he had to say; much more. It was appreciating him, renewing our love. Taking out our letters to each other, him reading them to me, and my eyes filling with tears because I remembered so much that I'd forgotten; remembered more of why I loved him, remembered reasons to why, that got lost somewhere along the way. Today we went beyond that, far back, and today everything fell back into place once again, in the way it always had been.

Just lying there.. Feeling each other's warmth, breathing the same air, sharing the same space, living in the same moment... That's all I want to see myself doing from now until forever, Zander Goh. No matter if it will end two years from now, ten years from now, or perhaps never ever, it won't matter, because this is where we belong. With each other.

zirca/tessa's birthday

2010-06-15T21:53:00.000-07:00

Fight for this love

2010-06-07T11:00:00.001-07:00

Impromptu decision by the boyfriend and I to have dinner on the beaches of Sentosa, the peaceful sanctuary that is only 15 minutes away from where I live. I love how we've always got surprises up our sleeves. And I love that I find myself being swept away by him more and more each day, never less. He stayed the night, we watched The Back-Up Plan (really good, go catch it!), finished off the leftover alcohol in the fridge and snacked on nachos.

Bulletproof

2010-06-05T13:55:00.000-07:00

Hi. Guess who's back?

Hiatus Begone

2010-06-05T13:03:00.001-07:00

So I finally made it back to blogspot. True story. Here's what I've been up to (in no order of importance) -

Playing Happy Pets on Facebook
Playing Pet Society on Facebook
Keeping my kittens busy with really feathery toys
Watching Chuck
Watching How I Met Your Mother
Running back and forth in between my nation-serving other half, and school
Not drinking water

And some pictures to supplement your deprived eyes - Here, have Joel!

Matty's 19th

He was so wasted... Great memory.

The awesome car got too heavy after we ate, Joel sat in the boot back.

BBQ seafood, drinks and H2H talks at my place. Mad love my friends!

Dinner with Darl:)

We popped by Provence for some bread :) I hate bread, these were awesome. Nomz!

My cutiepie!

At the bus stop, camwhoring like we always are.

And on the bus~

Princess!

Don't hate the player, hate the game.

Okay ciao outside mutherduckers, gotta sleep!

Oh God

2010-03-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

It has been SO long since I last blogged. Partially because I haven't had the time and my life is so boring; I don't think my readers are hardly that interested in what I do with Zander anyway, right? But in any case, I'll have a post up on how we celebrated our 1st year... Soon.

Work tires me out so bad. :( I can't wait for school to start. I have work on saturdays too, how awesome is that. The upside is that... There's only 3 more weekst to go, yipee!

Is anyone in marketing communications for their final year besides darling Mattheus and Rex? :) TB52!

Also, I have now gotten myself a formspring... You can ask me questions here. Post away!

http://www.formspring.me/kissfaintkill

jingle bells~

2009-12-30T03:13:00.000-08:00

Okay, too tired to type so you'll all have to deal with the picspam, and the fact that we camwhore too much, even for two (not-so)-alone souls in a very lone world ^_^~ I had an awesome x'mas, sorry I wasn't able to wish/call/sms anyone because my phone was dying, and I was locked away in a dark cinema at 12 midnight anywayz. Not to mention the fact that I wasn't home for 2 days, mmhmm~

Update: Tonight was dinner with zee & family @ Bukit Timah, his sissy's birthday v^_^v glenys hit her head (then proceeded to blame it on dear), poor darling~ kissy kissy!!
How did you spend your x'mas? ^_^ New year's is around the corner, I usually do reflections on kissfaintkill, but i procrastinate. Maybe I will tire of L4D2 (after weeks of playing) soon enough and get down to doing some re3e3e3e3@@lLLlL bizniz. Ok ciao muthacupcakes.

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19 Dec 2009

Central for Sticky!, fisherman's wharf :)
FEP for wonton mien xoxo, shoe scouting fail
Isetan for icebox, jap takeaway of all sorts, tummy abuse!~
Ion so we could get lost, and pix
Walk from CHIJMES, killer feet x_x
Iluma, Ebisboshi (<3!)>

Handsome, all mine!

24 Dec 2009

Aston's, after queueing for a century -_-
Marina for time-wasting @ the arcade, no capybara day :(
Tricked into watching Sherlock Holmes, awesome show~
Walk (again) from Marina to Central x_x
Merry x'mas to everyone ^_^

Tonight's Gonna Be A Good Night

2009-10-11T11:23:00.001-07:00

Hello people! So, it was my birthday last Thursday. Many thanks to everyone who showed up, I was really touched and happy that you guys bothered to make a trip down; especially Doro, I hope you had a great birthday that day as well, love.

The day began relatively normally, I met wifey at Vivo City for some window shopping, and had sushi for lunch. Here she is in an overly exposed test shot. Oh, we also bought stuff from Charles and Keith, seeing as I have the birthday discount. Mental note for myself to check out The Body Shop tomorrow as well, and Tangs*. Finally got myself those to-die-for snakeskin wedges, shared present by wife & tongz, thanks:)

And there's me, happily eating my salmon maki. We took a bus down to town after that, walked around FEP and we both bought nude pumps; browsed around more before creating a storm in the bathroom (lulz), then rushing to the Heeren to meet Bb. Parted ways with grace, walked with bb to cineleisure, where we took neoprints. I haven't had the time to scan them in, but I will soon if I have spare time.

After taking neoprints, we stumbled across one very oblivious boyfriend making sneaky preparations outside of Shokudo where we were meant to have dinner in an hour or two. -_- Got chased away by him before realizing it, went downstairs to accompany bb for a smoke. Zander came down after awhile, saved my lungs (teehee!) and we whisked off to tour Orchard while Bb went off on the pretext of "meeting Alicia".

Bb i love you!

After walking in killer shoes for awhile, I relented and changed into my awesome grey suede wedges. Returned to Shokudo, had a round of rock paper scissors to determine who decided to pick the dishes for the day. And I won, at last, God was on my side that fateful evening.

Z and his soft-shell crab spaghetti, yum! I had seafood soup spaghetti, don't have a picture.

Ooh, cream of mushroom! It tasted vaguely different, yet similar at the same time. I guess it's because they used real Japanese mushrooms, you could taste the distinctiveness of it. Wasn't too bad I'd say.

And lastly, the dessert. Mango kakigori, 100% mango goodness!!!

Little did I know there was something hidden inside, something totally unexpected that made my day :)

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My mind sort of went blank for awhile. I was just eating, and moving ice shavings out of my way when i saw this piece of metal inside. I serious almost thought a piece of equipment'd fallen into the thing while they were preparing it, until I realised truly what it was. Going back I would have wanted to cry out of happiness but I guess it only happens in movies, blah~

I'm dying to wear it but hmm, it's been sent back for engraving. Meant to wear it on my fourth finger but it looks weird there, so I've no choice but to stick to the middle. (I think Mom would kill me if she saw the fourth finger with a ring on it anyway XD)

And back to where we were; after the entire saga, Z received a call and dragged me to the window pane; I reluctantly looked down and this is what I saw.

ALL MY FAVOURITE PEOPLE-- Matty, Ella, Tessa (Joseph, her boyfriend, came too!), Dorothea (and her friend, hello!), Ella, Jeff, Bb, Jinkang (behind the poster, that handsome one.), Charles, and Grace! Ah, and Sofy and Jun are not in this picture..?

We were joined shortly after by Long and the rest of the bad boys. Haha!

+ Thanks ella for the shoelace mantlepiece, thing, I'll use it when I wear my sneakers!
+ I like Tzeyang's hair, in a golden way.

+ Matty, in cool clothing as always.
+ Another shot of the kakigori, because it's making me hungry.

+ Me, and my ice cream cake which had 3 flavours of ice cream in it. I didn't have more than a couple mouthfuls but it was still really nice. Tessa ate all my leftovers... Baby! <3
+ I was really praying they weren't those candles that wouldn't put out, like from my 17th birthday -_-

+ Making a wish, I think I wished for something along the lines of "I wish everything good would happen." Hey, you can't blame me, it was embarassing, PLUS, I didn't think of a wish beforehand.

+ Group photo! Sofy and Jun are always hiding, such ninjas!!!

After going through almost 20 people, we were done.

+ CHON CHON!!!! Who lied to me and said he had school. :)

+ Matty giving me my present, epic moment-- Nike Armstrong wristband. Have no idea what I'm going to do with it, but thanks Matty.

After procrastinating for a REALLY LONG WHILE, we decided to go fucking PLAY LAN!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOFUCKYEAH. So everyone, excluding Grace and Bb, paid to pay Counterstrike and Left 4 Dead. Can you spell AWESOMEEEEE, my geekiness extends into my 18th year of surviving on this Earth. My existence is COMPLETE!!!!!!!!!

+ Joseph is fucking imba.
+ I hate Zhengwei's CS skills.
+ Tessa and I on one team = Destruction ;)
+ INFECTED ARE AWESOME NOW

And that brings us to the end of my birthday, meant to go for karaoke but that meant not going home, which meant dying a day after my birthday so I sacrificed my happiness for my mother's sanity. ^_^ Thanks again to everyone who congratulated me and made my day <3

-- Yesterday, 10th Oct --

Met Da Ming, Nat, Grace and Guan and Zee for a movie; 500 days of summer. It's goooood, go catch it.

(Y)

2009-09-19T10:35:00.000-07:00

nice

^^

2009-09-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

I'm finally blogging, are you glad? I've been away far too long, too lazy, too much to say. :)

execution date: 17th september COMPLETE

11am- breakfast:
- card #1
- famous amos cookie
- shopping for ingredients
- hot chocolate
- install iTunes

he scarfed the cookie up, hastily, then we proceeded to play around with the ingredients as seen above and below.

looks like chinese herbal chicken, but its not, okay. -_- its pasta in carbonara sauce, with bacon bits, bacon and sauteed mushrooms. it tasted really good too, i am an awesome recipe concocter! 8D

we skipped farmart cuz we're planning a trip there with more friends, instead we laid in bed and watched the bourne ultimatum. been addicted to that series all through this week!

5.30pm- home, change up
- card #2
- leave house; prep for night
7.45pm- dinner @aston's

me, at aston's. talking to timo, whom we happened to see there. he came over to disturb us for a bit, ass. denise and the gang say timo's like, the demon child of zander and i... in future. -_- can't possibly be a good thing...

9pm- treasure hunt
- cake@suntec garden
- candles, happy birthdays
- cards, i love yous
- heart candle!
- candy
- dedication video
home, beddybye
presents: framed photo, mixtape

alright, treasure hunt time? i sent him around suntec city while i hastily made my way to the rooftop garden for his surprise. nik helped me with this, couldn't have done it without him. :) bought cake from bakerzin, from a woman named kitty :|

cards, with i love yous written on them in many different languages. :) and candles to grace the "Z". there was even a cat there to keep me company while i waited for him, it was god-sent, i'd like to believe.

he was pleasantly surprised and happy:)

so we took the chance to take lots of pictures. silly ones, too. and quite unglam if i might add.

he bought yami yoghurt, thinking it was evidence that i required. i appreciate it nontheless. ^_^

kiss the cake!!

trained back, the long way:)

next day, it rained so we stayed in. had fried fish soup noodles, yumtumz. headed off to daily scoops for desert, but not before dinner at rocky's; at sunset way. it was SO GOOD!!!

the first in a long time, that i could pose impromptu and still look remotely good. my skin, it glows. i think :)

aww:) i ordered lasagne, he had meatball spaghetti. i love italian food i swear, i am craving for it now.

GOOoOD!!!!

strawberry shortcake ice cream atop a waffle :) drizzled with chocolate syrup and delectably fine icing sugar, mm.
i had chocolate ice cream though!

end of our adventure :) tomorrow's brunch with the favourite godfather and his fiancee, before meeting zee to make a trip down to the flea market for a looksie; never been to one before. surprising, much? too lazy, hate crowds. allowance in tomorrow, happiness invigorates my soul.

OH, AND SHOKUDO TOMORROW!! my tummy sings a happy song:)

2009-09-12T21:31:00.001-07:00

So should I grow my fringe out?

2009-09-01T20:16:00.000-07:00

http://www.filmtheblanks.com/

7 Reasons why you should have tiny boobs

2009-08-27T10:12:00.000-07:00

7. While all your girlfriends complain about their giant drooping breasts reaching their knees, you can feel good about the fact that your small drooping breasts will never make it past your waist.
6. Your chest has that chic Kate Moss look, and you didn't even need to snort cocaine to make it happen.
5. Two words, with regard to men: eye contact.
4. No need to buy new bras after fourth grade.
3. Hours of fun as you and your man fight over who has the bigger breasts.
2. Nothing impeding the fabulous view of your giant gut.
1. The joy of being descibed by others as a girl with a pretty face and a really great personality.

Ladies?

Oh my god

2009-08-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

I would so do this man.

Quickie

2009-08-25T22:36:00.000-07:00

schedule:

- two down, one to go

- dental appointment for the 4th time this year, tomorrow

- timbre and socialhouse on friday

- jinkang and keewee's birthdays

- mom's birthday

- zhengwei's birthday

to-do:

- get presents

- rest up

- study study

exam stress and PMS = bad breakouts :S

夏祭り２００９

2009-08-22T23:24:00.000-07:00

Hey people! Natsu Matsuri was fun as usual, this year. It's my 4th time going and I have to say nothing changes ever, same old faces and the same old places. Company this year was a little different; there was Zander and BB's boyfriend, Nik. Met Kelv and Kyou-kun as usual, saw Chris (which was a very pleasant surprise, I was actually scouting around for him throughout!). The only shortcoming was that there were no more yukatas by the time we arrived, which was a thorough disappointment since its no fun if you're not wearing one. The reason we were late was because my brother's friend delayed us all. -_- And then he was the first to leave, *angst*

As you can see I actually took time to do something to my hair. It's my first time with curly hair (if I forget the hairdo from my photoshoot 4 years ago). And I think it looked pretty nice (tied up). Can't say the same for when I let it down. I was too lazy to do it well, too.

We arrived, walked around and got food first; just in case everything was sold out later on (from past experience...). Zander declared that his sneaky mission of the day was to take pictures of me -_- and so I have many shots; he succeeded and succeeded well.

BB saw her church member making these balloon sculpture thingamajigs. And she shoved 2 in her hands. We cam-whored with it a little before returning them though, because they were too bulky.

..? :|

This is Nik!

Not long after, everyone found themselves mesmerized by a Japanese artist who'd set up his stall near the dining area. He was really good at drawing. BB got herself done. :)

Me looking extremely lost.

z_z / :P

I swear he didn't even need to look at her face and draw, all he had to do was say Hi, and it was back to the piece of paper. -_-

"Not bad ah, give me a C cup!!"

We went seperate ways for a bit, followed Zander to find ice cream (or more like whipped cream on a cone. Rip-off.), whilst BB and Nik went to find a table to dine. Dinner for the day was chicken terriyaki don; Z had Unagi. The atmosphere was perfect, the breeze was cooling, and the evening program had just begun.

Aww! BB took this for us. :) That's his ice cream. Deprived kid.

Deprived kid.. Again.

">:| what do you want. can't you see i'm eating??!"

Calpico poster girl!

B1 B2.

It wasn't long before we were joined by Kyou-kun and Kelv, introduced them to Z and Nik and everyone began to talk; mostly about army since Zee and the two Ks are currently serving the nation. *waves Singapore flag!*

BB and Nik probably got bored, which (I should have seen coming), inevitably led to many of this in my memory stick:

-_- #&^#)($&#(*

^ -_-

Moving on.

There wasn't much left to do so we basically roamed around and spotted cute guys/people with weird fashion. I failed in my mission to spot a Ganguro girl *hint hint* ^_^

Peace.

We left not long after, Kyou-kun and Kelv dropped us at Bugis and Zee and I bussed home, quality talk time at the bus stop.

My sense of urgency must kick in now. Exams are tomorrow. Does the word tomorrow not ring a bell!?

2009-08-21T09:56:00.000-07:00

Meh, being narcissist has its perks!

Picture post.

2009-08-18T10:49:00.000-07:00

I blame Weijie for all the techno that is stuck in my head now.

Happy panda!~

2009-08-14T09:46:00.000-07:00

2009-08-12T11:32:00.001-07:00

Aw

2009-08-11T08:50:00.000-07:00

When you are ill, our sun goes under a cloud. Your presence in our lives is such a bright joy that everything seems in shadow when you're not here. When you aren't feeling well, we feel the lack of your glowing energy and contagious vitality. When you are sick we feel incomplete, like a jigsaw puzzle with a missing piece;
Please rest, take good care of yourself, and feel better.
We miss you
and want you back.

Get well soon, fatshit

Thanks Jed, except I'm no fatshit, you are. But still, huggles for the thought! Oh, and get well soon WJ, sick buddies, Y/N? That goose feather blanket ain't coming cheap.

9th August 2009

2009-08-11T08:30:00.001-07:00

I had an awesome National Day. Felt really guilty leaving my family at home, it was the first time I'd been out without them. Spent it with my favourite person in the whole wide world, he has a heat rash because of field camp. Am quite surprised he escaped relatively unscathed, I guess he's not as accident prone as I think he is. Mm, lunch was at the Lot 1 food court for the first time, went back to his place to touch up before leaving for Marina Square to catch the fireworks display. Sang songs on the ipod the entire bus ride to town, everyone probably thought we were quite the nutty couple, but we didn't care.

The show was stunningly beautiful, although the standing grounds were cramped as hell. I meant to take pictures but I decided to just sit back and enjoy the moment, because it was once in a lifetime; I'm really glad we went. Left with the crowd, ducked into Zara to take cover from the stampede. Saw cute male boxers, egged him to buy the giraffe/piranha-printed one but he made a huge fuss because he said the material itched. :( Sang patriotic songs, shared a kiss in the crowd, got lost in the moment. Dinner was at Han's, the hunnybunny went off and bought some cream pasta which tasted surprisingly good! Shared the dish, walked to Suntec to catch a bus but we waited for 45 minutes before realising that the service had been re-routed -_-

Took a 162, and then a throng of aunties boarded at the next stop. Lady killer, i swear. He saw them carrying huge bags and asked what they were, and one of them explained that they held the costumes from the parade. And before I could cover his gap, out came:

"Wow, why's it so ugly?"

And we were met by the ugly wrath of 10 aging women. -_- But they seemed to like him, and by the time it was time for us to leave the both of us were having fun chatting with them, and listening to them reminenscene about the 'old times', and nag at Zander about how he'd have to love me more than I loved him, or I'd run away. Boarded the next ride home, met his old friend and we made small talk all the way to CCK.

Concluded that alcohol was one of the worst investments ever, and hastily met the rest of the gang for supper at Mac's. The company for the night included Zx, Denise, Roy, Edwin and Timmysaurus, shared ghost stories, stupid army experiences and what-have-you.

How did you spend your National Day?

-_-

2009-07-29T01:22:00.000-07:00

I'm not trying to make myself sound arrogant or conceited, but this is for all the girls out there, I HAVE to rant about this.

Don't you just HATE it when guys, or anyone in general calls you with that annoying tutting noise?!?! Granted I do it too, but because it's addictive and I stink at doing it anyway, I mean it in a really like, "Hey, I want your attention" kinda way? Like not joking, or anything? They just do it for the kick of it.

CLASSIC EXAMPLE-- Today I was walking through the engineering blocks alone and this freaking group of people were behind me. And they just made that NOISE. UGH!!!!!! So when I turned around, they were like EHHHH, HI!!!!! Come on okay, grow up. You're a group of grown men, I think?!?! You have a mouth right? OPEN IT AND SAY SOMETHING IF YOU WANT TO, I'm not your dog, and I don't even know you.

SECOND TIME TODAY. AGAIN, I was walking alone and I heard that DAMN annoying sound. But I ignored it and UGH what the fuck I tell you, this time NOT ONLY did they NOT leave me be after I conveniently filtered out their gibberish, they even started to ask why I didn't turn around and respond. HELLO??? I am not OBLIGED to even talk to you. And I don't talk to peoplpe who don't know how to strike proper conversations. Freaking attention seeking buggers I swear. I'm sorry if this offends anyone, but its my own opinion and srsly, whatever. It's been the umpteenth time this week and it is not funny anymore.

And what is with the stupid China men/truck drivers outside my house/driving up and down the road in front of my gate?!?! Can't you drive properly? Stop saying hi to random guys/girls/cats/dogs/chickens!!!! Concentrate on your freaking work, transport those bricks and stop causing traffic accidents. As if H1N1 isn't killing enough people.

As much as I love Singapore sometimes the way we behave ticks me off. I'm not racially discriminating but really. We could all learn to be more... Civilized. That should include myself, mental note to watch my behaviour when I get too crazy.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY PHONE TODAY?!?!? It keeps turning on and off whenever I receive a message. Annoying to the max. Today is a relatively neutral day. NOT.

Jed

2009-07-27T04:35:00.000-07:00

I know you're there, Jed. You can't hide. You can run, but you can't hide.

Resistance is FUTILE.

MUAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA

Aw, and yes, we chose the name for this blog together. So sweet, I know. Just like you, just like me. ^_^ Shall take this chance you say you're awesome. Awesome like, ;) you know... Hugz for you, don't worry too much about the presentation.

My lips like sugar

2009-07-16T09:31:00.001-07:00

Fantastic day, today. All the pictures are up for viewing, here.

PS. We did NOT pay to have these taken of us, we were approached, and the photographer is an acquaintance. I mentioned all of this in my vlog below, maybe you'll find more information there. Clothes are our own since these are the first round of test shots. Will not answer any more questions regarding this, so sorry! I still love you all. :)

Pointless update.

2009-07-16T07:21:00.001-07:00

x

2009-07-12T09:30:00.001-07:00

I face the clock to my mirror, so every second that passes brings me closer to you.

Did you know?

2009-07-12T01:03:00.000-07:00

Most people are together just so they aren't alone.
But some people want magic.

Okay. Am sick of trying to find a nice new banner for my fugly blog. Whatever, this will do, for probably like. The next 10 minutes. I'm such a perfectionist.

I have a problem with prioritizing. Accounting and ECD tests this week, have not studied at all. No mood, no drive, nothing. Just feel like lazing around all day. Can't wait for Thursday to come, have something exciting on, in addition to the fact there is no school then :)...

12 more days.

PS. Srsly, I had Subway for dinner. I hate bread, but omg, healthy living much? Perhaps not really since I opted for the sandwich which had loads of meat. But anyway, fun fact, this makes it the second time I've had Subway for dinner. Yes, I do suffer from guilt-induced eating, of which the source of guilt is the sustained belief that I should eat healthily. Self-imposed, too. So am I awesome or am I awesome?

Have not studied for either tests yet, timecheck, 8.46 PM Sunday. This is faaantastic. As fantastic as my electric fan. ZzZzzZzzzZz.

14

2009-07-09T05:28:00.000-07:00

Nothing like Calpico to make your day slightly better, even if its just for a little while. Thanks Bb!

Sent Z off today for BMT. We left for Pasir Ris via MRT, and it was crazy crowded. Fell asleep on his shoulder, reached and got in line for the bus to the ferry terminal. I was afraid of what to come, but I delayed it my tension, because he was there. Everything was alright, as long as we were together. When we reached, he went off with the rest of the recruits, and I was left alone for the next two hours, taking tours of the barracks and training grounds. Then I sat at the guest canteen, before being rushed off to watch the oath taking ceremony-- I recorded all of it, except when I got to the part where they took the oath and he turned back and smiled for 10 seconds. I pressed cancel. FML. Not long after it was time for us to leave, so all of them flanked this bridge on both sides. At first I walked off, because I thought we weren't allowed to say goodbye, but it turns out we were so I went back.

I half regret doing that, because it didn't hurt so bad when it was just a simple smile and wave.

What hurt the most was being able to touch and feel him-- All of him. His face, his hair, his hands, and being able to gaze into his eyes. It hurt to have to say and hear things like "Goodbye", and "I'll really miss you." It sucked to have to let him see me cry, when I promised I wouldn't, to have him reassure me that he would be okay. To have him grasp me tightly, and promise that he'd call the minute he was allowed to. To have to walk away, after a final farewell... Down the corridor and around the bend. And know that that would be the last I'd see of him.

The last memory that I'd have to hold on to, to last me all of 14 days.

But at the same time, I'm grateful I went, because I know what he'll be doing, where he's living, and assured of the fact he'll be safe and happy enjoying what he's being put through. Truthfully, I'm quite excited to hear what he has to say to me when we meet again. :) Nevertheless, I will be thinking of him every single day. And even though I know I'm sad and on the verge of tears, these tears aren't justified. So they will not fall.

Signed, sealed, delivered

2009-07-06T06:00:00.000-07:00

I'm Yours.
Happy 4 Months, Love...
You're only the best I've ever had.

Personality Profile!

2009-07-06T05:24:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

What others see from your style

Although to the untrained eye you may seem like a plain dresser who avoids trends, you actually wear carefully designed accessories and clothes that emphasize your uniqueness. You value your freedom and have an artistic mind. You are neither aggressive nor timid, but you believe in yourself.

What your nightclothes reveal

You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts

You tend to be outspoken and even aggressive. You either love or hate people, ideas and things. You can sometimes find facing the truth difficult and are an extremely confident person.

What others see from your shoes

You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.

What others see from your earrings

You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

The last analysis

You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.

Oh my god i swear this shit is all so true. URL's on Tessa's blog if you want it!

FOR THE LULZ

2009-06-25T10:01:00.000-07:00

Sorry but I just have to say this was one of the most epic Bleach episodes yet.

'Nuff said.

ps. Big surprise!
pps. Need new nails
ppps. New banner in the pipeline, with some slight layout tweaks!
pppps. Does anyone know how to add twitter to a blog? I'm too lazy to try it out myself...

Today

2009-06-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

So. Today's timeline:

Accounting mid-terms-- Good stuff
Brunch with wifey, at some prata place
Long walk in the sun, even longer bus ride to town
Fell asleep
Got to Cathay, waited an hour for CH
Spent the rest of the day interviewing people with regards to the Singapore Idol Auditions
Walked from PS to Heeren and back, combo feet crampz i like. not.
Met Matt, filmed for awhile, got nervous cuz I didn't know what to say when and I probz looked noobish next to him ^.^
Called dear, decided to take the longest bus to Clementi (I have too much time you see)
Fell asleep
Woke up at the speed of lightning to awake at the right stop
Gram's to see her, sassy, dear came like a ninja
Favourite playground, swings
Guan's place, nice tuna and potatoes
Kept wifey company whilst she was feeling ill, played L4D and made her sickness go away
L4D-d moar on the tv (PWN X.X)
Homez

Because I am awesome like that. And I've had brainblock since 4pm. Sorry x 30946783934 cuz I've got only a bajillion overdue posts. Ugh. Will have to wait.....:( Hope I don't forget everything.

I am still craving for the foods previously mentioned. Mm.... :) I will need to change my blogskin during the upcoming break. Can't wait for my getaway with zee. Till then!

2009-06-03T09:32:00.000-07:00

:(

Things have been looking pretty bad this week. I apologize for the lack of updates, I've been busy (as usual). Mid-terms are in a couple days and I'm so unprepared. Mostly because I've been ill since Monday and have had no mood to do anything productive. My body has imminent timing when it comes to things like these..

I am craving so hard for:

1. Chocolate Macarons
2. Sashimi
3. Chawanmushi
4. Hong Kong Cafe!! Papaya soup noodles and lotus root soup :(
5. Ice Kachang. For that matter, anything cold goes but I've been refraining from comsuming them in case it makes my cramps worse.

My mom ate my M&Ms. Debrah is not pleased.

2009-05-29T00:21:00.000-07:00

Idk.
It just feels like something's missing.

TIWYF

2009-05-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

I have like this HUGEEEE bruise on my nose thanks to my slightly masochist boyfriend. I must be a sucker for pain!

~

2009-05-14T09:12:00.000-07:00

I got into BA Envoys. I am sooooo happy. -.-

Ello?

2009-05-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

Anyone wanna go for the photography club's basic trng with me on Friday from 6.30 pm-8.30pm? You don't need to own a DSLR, should be a one time thingum.

Grace and ella aren't going anymore.:( sigh sigh. Hate being alone.

PS. Did anyone text me today asking if I was still using my current number? I read your message before proceeding to delete it almost immediately (by accident, of course). Leave a tag if it was you!

We're Only Dreamers

2009-05-03T00:44:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone! Sorry I haven't been updating. There really isn't much for me to say since school's the same old stuff, really. Anyway, this week has been pretty fun and packed with activities. I'll be off to catch up on my school work after this entry.

Monday - It was TB27's Wear Red to School Day! Lunch was at the Alumni Clubhouse, the baked rice there sucks now. Stole Sammy's food. Stayed back after school for Photography Orientation which Ella, Wifey and I completely missed because we all followed her to Vivo City to get her laptop bag. Helped Matty get C's present, super fail much.

Tuesday - EBA sucks, period. I don't know why but none of the lecture material seems to be going into my head. Not a good start, but whatever. Had a three hour break from 3 to 6, Jeff and Grace headed off to tutorial class, leaving Yang and I to do our own stuff at the underpass. Josh came, they made friends. Finished a tutorial, J and G returned with Kimmy by Jeff's side (L)! They headed off to make-up lecture with Yang, then Ella and Alex came to accompany me till 6. Sat at Canteen 2 eating Siew Mai, then headed off to Japanese class. I made a new friend, don't remember his name though, it's Chinese. He seems to be the only English speaking guy around, I think. From Electrical Engineering if I'm not wrong, he's nice. Said bye to my new found buddy and Yoko-sensei, ran off to find Dad.

Wednesday - Talk about doing OT in school. This was like, the 3rd consecutive day I'd stayed back past 7; this time for make-up lecture, for ECD. It wasn't as bad as I thought, the lecturer was nice and funny. Kept falling asleep, Sammy woke me up with an SMS. I don't know why but it's like I don't think I fit in with my class. Every day I go in I find myself sort of, just not there. I really miss being with Charles and Glenn and the rest of the guys. :( It's not that the people in 27 aren't funny, they are and it's great but they've known each other for so long and I just don't belong there in a way. Oh well. It's been fun so far, though. Met Wifey again after that at the bus stop, took 67 to Lot 1 and we went nuts on the way there. It's like, we were crammed way to the front of the bus and we started to entertain ourselves by going on about "Pressing the glass to my face" and "Synchronized hanging up". Everyonee within a 2 metre radius thought we were insane, I swear. I even caught them rolling their e eyes.

Found Xiany at Cotton On, got discounts for our cardigans. Thanks Xiany ^.^ Met Zee for dinner, had MOS Burger. Again, one more person to add to the "These Bitches Are Nuts Association" (TBANA). Spent like 2 hours eating, then went to walk. Went to the supermart, played the Ninja Game with Zee. We won! Then they teamed up against me in a game of frigging Hide and Seek. In which I displayed my awesome navigational skills. Mm. Had Yami, sent dear off, walked a stop away and talked till late.

Thursday - Yay, I&E was awesome! I meant to do tutorials but discussions ended up being so fun. Talked a lot to Hannah, Wendy, JX and Jerry, and we decided on our project. Class ended early, arranged to meet Zee at 12.30 but I was an hour before time so Wenwen and I took our time reaeching Jurong East. Followed her to the Co-op to get chocolates, then waited for 52 for agesssss... Like, 1/2 an hour? Talked about lots of stuff on the way there, like about family life and boyfriends, studies and marriage. Cheesy stuff. Parted ways, trained to Chinese Garden, found dear sitting alone engrossed in his Patapon. Went nearby for lunch, then headed to the swimming complex. I've never been there before, and there was this frigging HUGE slide. More like three of them, I swear to God I almost died on the yellow one. X_X Lazed in the pool, spied on unsuspecting little children. There were two nice Malay ladies with their American husbands, and their cute chilidren who kept saying hi and sticking out their tongues at us. Chatted with them while Zee went for his rides. I really didn't expect them to be married or anything because it's really rare you see couples of mixed races, especially Malay-Americans, but they looked happy and were friendlier than expected. Just goes to show anything can happen in this world. :) Headed back to dear's place, chillaxXxed and watched X-Men. Good, lame stuff. Wtheck, Idk if it was a pre-show run or the real deal, but we could totally see the safety harnesses and animation editting, ugh. Had a wrestling match!

Friday - I was 1/2 an hour late to meet dear. :( We call it Pulling a BB. Haha! Had Wonton Noodles at FEP, walked around for a bit trying to find his silly store and Wifey's ring but to no avail. Headed to Art Friend, bought tie-dye. I found my brown pen! Then we bussed back to my place for a bit before going nearby for Japanese food. Saw Huizhen, dear met his friend from camp. Bumped into the neighbour. Sashimi is goooood for your soul!

Saturday - Dear came over like, not long after I woke up. Had my sleepy face on, parents let him in. -.- Had lunch, mom grilled Zee with her job profiling and personality tests, then proceeded to do our tees. Okay actually I vlogged this one, so I'll end here. Pictures below!

Puppy face! :) Now you get to see his dragon haircut. Ummmm, haha whatever. I like his old one slightly better though. ^.^ So cute~

Violence Act 1. The rest has been omitted due to severe Girlfriend abuse :(

sssNEAKY. We were being sNEAKYYY.

We totally walked from Alexandra to Telok Blangah I think. I kid you not. Alexandra Arch to Henderson Waves. It was pretty nice, there was great scenery; not to mention the killer workout. There were more people than we expected though.

Our orgasmic couple tees. The colour faded quite a little becauses we probably didn't soak it enough (Hey, we only had cups to work with. We improvised.) But it still turned out pretty nice. I cut the hems!

The Flower.

Tried this out, a little something Hannah taught me.

~

Geewhiz, I haven't typed that much in a really long time. I think typing still beats talking. I've just been getting lazy.

Bb if you read this, are we still on for Wednesday? Tomorrow's fine too, we need to do that LJ thing, I feel bad making Tracy wait. Xoxo miss you!

2009-04-25T01:39:00.001-07:00

Okay, gotta run, quick update! Off to Jeff's bbq :)

Speczzzzzzz

2009-04-21T10:00:00.000-07:00

HAIR/SCHOOL

2009-04-20T07:39:00.000-07:00

I swear, this place is like majorly dead.

Oh well. Here's my new vlog. And my haircut. Yes/no?

FOR NP YEAR 1 BIZ STUDENTS

2009-04-16T03:35:00.000-07:00

Selling Year 1 Textbooks:

Microeconomics-- A Contemporary Introduction (7th Edition) International Student Edition by McEachern
Succeeding with Technology-- Computer System Concepts for Real Life (3rd Edition) by Ken Baldauf, Ralph M. Stair
Statistical Techniques in Business and Economics With Global Data Sets-- McGraw-Hiill International (13th) Edition by Lind, Marchal and Wathen

You'll need this if you're taking Sub-Level 1.1 this coming April Semester. Alternatively, you can buy them for future use in the second semester starting September . Each book costs about $30+ if I remember right, and they're quite pricey.

Willing to let go as a set at $55, or $23 each.

I also have the complete set of notes for Statistics and Microeconomics if you'd like (It's troublesome to print them every week).
Just leave a comment and I'll get back to you.

If I've sold mine and you still see this, I can probably ask my friends for you.
Comment!

x2

2009-04-15T09:27:00.000-07:00

I think we meant to do retarded faces. His wins mine, obviously. And I'm not complaining.

Hi handsome:)

WHAT DO YOU WANT :@

Hiiiiii ^.^

x2

We got tourists to help us take this and they thought we were from some foreign country too.

Then he told them to take another one and they started laughing

0o0h dear so strong ^.^

White as paper

Whiter than paper :S

fuck you

I taught him how to use bulb mode:D

But he didn't seem to like it :(

Qing Ming

2009-04-10T09:45:00.000-07:00

Okay, here's today's vlog. Enjoy! Also, for fangirlism's sake, I'm going to put up pix of Hiroki Nariyama because I LIKE IT. Omgwtfbbqasdkghaekljsghs;lzdkf;lsdf;~~!!

ASDFGHJKL; SO CUTE ^___^

Ok fangirl-mode off.

Hahaha!!!! My BBQ :)

2009-04-09T10:31:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! THISSSSSSS. Hoho alrighty, here we go. ;) Enjoy now, I'm doing this because I'm bored and looking too horid to do a vlog.

So Bb has been sleeping over since Monday. It wasn't planned, more of an inpromptu thing. But yeah. We didn't do much, basically lazed around and woke up at absurd timings. Zee came over at 1.30pm yesterday, Bb and I left for sashimi nearby. ^.^ Came home, marinated the stuff and acted silly till evening time, when everyone started arriving. Wifey looked pretty and fresh. ♥

I think he should be called Mr. Tall instead. ^.^

Haiiiiiii

Dear has great poses. Always ready for the camera, I call it!

PSP-ing as always.

Ooh. Pale shiny legs. :) I wasn't camera-woman, a change for once. The pictures were taken by wifey/ella, mostly. :)
Oh and there I am feeding Zander

Ella and Matty!!

Can't remember what I was doing
Dancing?

You like my flower? Bb and I bought them together. ^.^
And my extension(s). They've lasted quite long :D

LOLERFACE

Guan and Da Ming!

This was cuz zee ruined all 3 of our wedding shots

The flower almost made my mom think Zee was gay
Joke

SO CUTE ^.^!!!!
Who can resist his stupid face!?!

Bb returned from her singing lessons AFTER the BBQ -.-

Then we went for ice cream at Pukka and something unpleasant (?) happened. But it's all okay now!

Goodnight everyone. I know this was a lousy post but at least I tried~

?? wat.

2009-04-07T12:08:00.000-07:00

Okay it's 3.08 AM. I was supposed to sleep with bb at 2, that is, slightly more than an hour ago but instead, I have been up talking to her friend Colin who is superbly gay and has a huge ego (Hi Colin!). Anyway, he's been trying to buy my boyfriend for the past half hour. Before that, he was getting me to introduce some hot girls to him; so ladies, if you see this, there's a dashingly handsome man here for grabs.

colin: is your boyfriend handsome?
deb: yes, he's mine.
colin: lol how handsome
deb: does it matter? he's my epitome of perfection.

*changes display picture to that of zee*

colin: your bf?
deb: yes. he's adorable.
colin: haha how much i'll buy him
deb: no you may not.
colin: 2k?
deb: no
colin: 5k?
deb: no.
colin: free? i don wan free goods lolol
deb: he's not free and he's not for sale hahahhahha -_-
colin: can i buy him a car? how old is he? is he rich?
deb: okay. 20 and no he's not really.
colin: want me to loan him 100k to marry you?
deb: its k. we'll just get it done under a coconut tree.
colin: want a house to mate too?
deb: yes please we love sex :)
colin: OMGWTHECK WHY AM I SO GAY HAHA BUT I LIKE!!

-.- Colin. You do realise this has been a total waste of our time? He also seems to have issues believing my identity Ugh sleep now bbq tmr kthxbai.

5/4/09

2009-04-06T01:33:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, here's my vlog for today. Zee and I went to Jurong Point.

0404~

2009-04-04T10:00:00.000-07:00

Hi everyone, it's been long since I had a proper update. Well today's another vlog, but I'mma be typing as well. Today was our first month! We went out to celebrate, took lots of silly pictures, watched Shinjuku Incident. Click the cut for photos, and some snapshots of raccoon-kitty! She lurks downstairs. o.o;;

And here's a video of a very cute baby raccoon that Zee sent me ^.^

Here's Cookie (the ginger), Ash (the british short hair look-a-like) and raccoon kitty!

LOOK
JUST LOOK AT THAT TAIL!!!!!!!

Haha okay goodnight. I'm har-pee:)

Vlog for this week~

2009-04-03T07:11:00.001-07:00

Sorry it ended so abruptly. Stupid quick capture apparently likes ending early too. -.-

PPM

2009-03-25T10:53:00.001-07:00

Hi guys! This is your friendly neighbourhood Pseudo Pat Mok (PPM) speaking, clearly and considerably more gorgeous than usual. I have been dubbed thee by the one and only, oh-so-clever tagger, Pokerface! It seems I've been complimented a dozen times over just reading his/her comment alone; now my head is in the clouds. Gee whiz, me? A famous actress?! Daww you shouldn't have XD... Yes, I know I'm beautiful and kind and nice... So nice, you say it twice.

Anyway, it seems he/she has subtely hinted that my lips are ugly. Oh no, how now brown cow? :( My ego has been wounded, my pride has been shattered! *cue dramatic music* Heavens, who will help me!?! It's so hard to please everyone nowadays you know?... Sigh. One minute they say my lips are the object of every woman's desire, the next they say they're hideous. Do I suffer from a physical form of bi-polar disorder? Maybe my lips have the ability to morph like a power ranger.

What to do, what to do, what to do... Oh! I know! Maybe I should go for some plastic surgery. Or.. or maybe I could do a little fixing myself! Y'know, D-I-Y? YEAH! I could totally get myself a knife from the kitchen and make my lips slightly less luscious than they already are. But wait! Why am I about to mutilate myself because of one silly little thorn? I personally think my lips make me nicer to kiss. More feeling. ;) Ah what would you know,... silly Pokerface. All you do is hurl insulting remarks at me, and now my heart's in pieces. Boohoo :'( Don't talk to me!! I will never wear my lifeline on my sleeve EVER AGAIN. People such as yourselves always ALWAYS HURT MY FEELINGS!!! Sniffle*

Haha, just being silly~ I used to hate my lips because they weren't like everyone else's, but if it's one thing I've learnt, it's to embrace myself for who I am and love me, for me. I actually love the way they are now, a la Angelina Jolie. Besides, if they were any different, my smile would change too. And I love my smile. This isn't the first time I've been anonymously tagged anyway (This reminds me of that Shawn guy who left a comment on my Lj over Bb. Faggot ^.^_|_), so I'm pretty numb to it already. Besides, it is pretty fun and comforting for me to know there are childish little losers out there who have yet to grow the fuck up despite their age.

On a lighter note, I'm glad everyone (well, everyone with the exception of one little prick who decided it wasn't fair I got all the limelight) enjoyed watched our MV! Bb and I hope that you had as much fun watching it as we did filming it. :) You could leave requests if you want, we'd do it in our free time.

Today I went for my Japanese placement test at school, Yoko-sensei's really sweet and nice. I'll be taking Basic 103, so if you're a classmate let me know! Met zee for lunch, then we headed off to town with Bb to catch Coming Soon. It's not bad, catch it if you've got the time. Took neoprints (!) before that, and after, Bb left, leaving zee and I to make our way to Sim Lim where I collected my PSP. Dinner was at KFC, then we bussed to Clarke Quay shortly after to spend the rest of the night along the river.

Tomorrow I'll be off to zee's, gonna watch Twilight or do something fun. But before that, I'll have to make a trip down to Sim Lim AGAIN, because the people who fixed the LCD / changed the faceplate must've screwed something up... My UMD drive is NOT WORKING. NOOOOO.. DJMAX :( Sigh okay need sleep. Night everyone.

Pokerface

2009-03-24T12:22:00.001-07:00

Lock and load, baby.

Our vlogs for the day.

Change.

2009-03-21T12:13:00.000-07:00

Hey people! I decided to do a vlog, due to the horrid lack of updates. I'm so sorry if you don't want to hear me talking. Pictures are up, too! Ugh there's a problem with my Photobooth though, keeps:

a) Crashing after a video
b) Recording without sound
c) Cutting my videos off after a couple minutes

I had to try 9 times before I finally got this right. Here we go! It's a summary of what I've been up to, running Wednesday till today, and what I'll be doing tomorrow.

Lime Sherbet ^.^

Dear looks tall and lengthy here ^.^

lolol

Aaaand I'm not planning on uploading the pix from Danny's birthday because they're boring and very ugly. On a random note, I hate my brother for finishing all the OJ. Craving for it, grr. Oh, and umm. Chuck is good. I hate Bryce Larkin even though he's hot as hell.

Whee^^

2009-03-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

Bb is back. And boyyyy, I've missed her so much. Today I met her, we spent the entire day together. I have come to the conclusion that with bb comes more blog posts, so... ^^ Bb, hee.

Okay, so our day started out with meeting at Cineleisure. Met Ella at the skatepark, then had Shokudo's. We both tried something new today, her food was sorta green and icky. Ugh. (Check out her new piercing!) Walked to Lido for Gelatissimo.

Red Bull Gelato is THE ABSOLUTE BOMB. We also had some weird flavoured chocolate(?)-mix ice cream, that wasn't half bad either.

After which, we trained to City Hall. Walked through Raffle's City, checked out River Island, Topshop and Accessorize. Went downstairs to roam the Marketplace, got stopped by a couple of design students cuz they wanted to take pictures of our outfits. Bb had some rose flavoured meringue, we made a stopover at Mos Burger for chicken and apple soda! She was a real pig today, eating EVERYTHING. -.-

Yumyum. Melts in your mouth.

Ughhh sorry my photo skills today aren't very good. I was walking around in boots and there wasn't much to photograph anyway. It's always the same stuff.

HIIIII

Hhhaha bb is indulging.

Walked to Suntec, went to the IT fair to visit everyone. Long and gang, Ryon, Amanda, Sammy, Ramesh, Da Ming and Zee. Met some new friends like Joshua, Chester and his circle of buddies working for Apple. Oooh, saw Bruce too! Mostly we spent the rest of the day roaming the place, Suntec's really huge. Great for wasting time.

Macdonalds for dinner, we weren't very hungry. The first time I had a McChicken burger, with veg and mayo! I usually always have it plain. like iknowright? Hahaha!

Guess what was next.

JUMBO CUP PEACH FLAVOURED FRO-YO! With extra peach and strawberries ^^ No more fruity pebbles...:( Spent lots of time in Watsons next, picking out make-up for bb. I wanted to get this really nice smelling lip gloss (wifey will know about my addiction~), but it cost $23. I am not spending $23 on something I'm going to smell more than apply on my lips. So then I was going to get this Majorlica Majorca one... But in the end I picked the Nivea one that wifey has. -.- Zzzzzzzz.. Indecisiveness. I haz it. :3

Rushed back to the Convention Centre, took a lift to the 4th floor only to call Zee and find out he was on the first. -.- Went back down, got attacked from behind. Taught dear the meaning of Irony. HAHA. I bought him a Mr. Tall sticker. ^^ 0o0o I am so mean. Walked with bb to the MRT station, parted ways and we headed for the Esplanade. I was severly abused on the way, he kept ramming my head into walls and paintings. Met Abbas (?), he's working at Gloria Jeans! There was this Mosiac festival going on, we went to the rooftop terrace to chill and listen. Attempted to teach him how to use my DSLR but he still failed miserably.

Pretty Bokehs!

Switched to Landscape mode, shutter kept refusing to close fast enough. So we had a competition to see who could take the steadier photo, ha!

His!

Mine ^^
It's obviously better, right? Teeheehee. Don't give me that face, my hand isn't a tripod. And I didn't have one with me anyway.

Then Zee started having tons of fun with Bulb mode. -.-

He kept trying to made some weird shape. I asked what it was, cuz it looked like a heart. And he said it was Micky Mouse. _|_

Started our journey home, walked past a row of weird people taking pictures of absolutely nothing. Exclaimed extremely loudly that he was a bitch, got weird stares. What?

Allergic to extremely bright flashes of light. I look like.. Never mind.

DISGUSTING FRINGE. :@:@@:@ It was hot and sticky and ewwwwww.

Wheeee!

Okay, the gist of this post is that I had lots of fun today, I really love Bb and Zander, and I look like effing crap. AND I JUST CUT MY HAIR LAST WEEK. Zee is going to Senai for 3 days this week, running Wednesday till Friday. :( Le sigh.

Bintan

2009-03-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

I'm finally back! I really miss the villa, but even so, it feels good to be home. It was great getting to know new friends and the trip really helped me relax. I haven't had so much time to unwind in awhile. I don't have many pictures, because Mom wouldn't allow me to bring my camera. Such a waste, really. And these are kinda pixelated, even though they were taken with a DSLR from a better series. Ugh. Here we go!

Day 1:
Met Matty and Guan at Clementi for breakfast at Macdonalds. Trained down to Tanah Merah, where we met Seetoh, Dennis, Mon, Gerald, and Brenda. Cabbed to the ferry terminal, and found Zee, Bunny, Syed, Ramesh, Wei Jie and Nat. There were DPA students all over the place, I swear. Found Grayson and Naomi, gave them hugs. We ended up taking the same ferry! It started raining, and it got really cold. Took the chartered bus to the villa, had lunch at the clubhouse! Buggied to the villa, it was so huge and amazing. There weren't many rooms, about 4? Guan and Mon took the master bedroom, Matty, Nat and Dennis took the second room, Weijie, Asri and Ramesh took the third, and the rest crammed into the fourth. Zee and I stayed on the first floor, in the room that had only sofas. Pushed them together, I think we ended up having the most snug and comfy place to lounge about; good thing too cuz we spent most of our time inside, haha.

Haha see his dick haircut..? I wasn't even ready for this. -.-

Dinner at the Kelong, had seafood! Went for a night walk, the sea breeze was refreshing and it froze me to death. Luckily zee kept me warm. I swear he's like a heater, freaking hot 24/7. He could sleep without his shirt on, in the freezing aircon. Ugh. Followed the path to nowhere, ended up getting lost so we all took a random bus to some other hotel. Roamed the place, before going back. Driving at night is NUTS because it's serious pitch darkness. You can't even see the road ahead of you, and there are absolutely no street lamps. The rest decided to go to the nightclub/bar, zee, matty and I found it too irritating and noisy so we went back. Turned in, ended up lying in bed and singing songs to each other with the help of my trusty poddy. Watched Fosters!

HAHA, GUAN'S FACE IS CLASSIC! I don't want to know why my face is so crumply.

Day 2:
Woke up SUPER EARLY, thanks to Ramesh and Asri belting out their custom wake-up call, metal version. Had breakfast, and then we all trooped down to the beach. The sky was an amazing shade of blue, the sand was soft, and the breeze was heavenly. Found a spot, divided into groups and went to rent jet skis-- Mon and Guan, Matty and Dennis, Ramesh and Syed, Asri and Seetoh, Zee and I. If you haven't tried, go try it. I SWEAR they are the freaking bomb. You get soooo high. Zee did a few rounds, then he let me have my fun for the rest of the time we were allowed. We came to the conclusion that I'd fail my driving test, cuz I kept cutting corners and speeding. He couldn't even hold on to me cuz if he did, we'd both fly off; me being overly lightweight. -.- Ramesh and Syed kept falling into the water, crazy stuntmen. Raced with everyone, we won most of the time... I think^^

Ignore my ugly face kthx.

Not our jetski :(

After awhile, we returned the jet skis and started playing around in the sea. Found hermit crabs! Everyone started playing Monkey, after awhile, Mon, Guan, Matty and some others went back to prepare lunch. Zee kept twirling me around and tried to drown me numerous times. Jumped into waves, he piggybacked me, I carried him. I'm strong eh! HAHA. Decided to take a swim at the hotel pool before going back. Developed a sunburn all over my arms and shoulderblades. Came with complimetary muscle aches, everywhere. Took a nap, then woke up to help prepare for the BBQ. Food was good, an accident with the buggy happened. Nightclub/bar again after that. Zee and I walked there, only to walk back. Sang to each other again, lazed around for 2 hours (we're amazing eh) before the rest came back. I was already half-asleep, but he dragged us all out to watch some lame Thai show that was a total waste of everyone's time. It wasn't even scary. And he ended up being the only one scared... or laughing. Take your pick.

Day 3:
Woke up, prepared breakfast. Everyone's mood was kinda ruined by the accident the previous night, and we all ended up returning home that day (some were supposed to stay till Friday). Mostly everyone stayed in today, cuz we were all 1) too tired, 2) too sunburnt, 3) in too much pain to move around. I personally blame the skis. Helped out with dinner, lazed around more, took more naps. Wrestled zee, I won. Took the ferry home at night, trained back to Clementi with Zee and Matty, Dad picked me up.

Okay I am sorry that was dry. No mood to blog. I'm supposed to be at work till the 15th, but.. haha. Long story. All you need to know is that I turned up for the first 2 hours, then decided to screw it all, took off my work vest and walked off. Zee was kinda )#%*#) that I quit, cuz then he had to work alone upstairs while I was home. That was yesterday. Lunch was at Pizza Hut with Ella Matty and Wifey, caught up alot. Walked with her to Peninsula Plaza, bought skinnies and a tee, ran around looking for a lollipop. You have no idea how hard it is to find one nowadays.. Zz. Dear left, I walked back to Suntec alone to find Zee, bought him sweets and wrote him a little note with my EYELINER. Mmmm creativity.. I has it. :)

OKAY, BYE. Blogging is such a choreee.

hihi YESTERDAY I

2009-03-05T08:32:00.000-08:00

Cooked zee's lunch
Brought zee's lunch to school
Sat in the library and watched him eat
Found a seat nearby and read my book
Stopped and we started looking at interior design references cuz it was much more interesting.
Went to his place to watch some stupid horror show
Hid 80% of the movie
Watched Jackass
Got twirled around his room
Found myself an abusive owner

Today:

Work was boring
Work was boring
WORK WAS FUCKING BORING
SMSed bb (MISS HER LIKE CRAZY), Baby, Kyou-kun (sorry about your driving test:(), and zee the entire day.
Called Singapore Caskets (thanks dear)
Got caught in a thunderstorm
Came home cold and shivering
Got a call from zee.
I am a crazy psycho bitch

YA I HAVE A BOYFRIEND K NIGHT ^^v

Fly me to the moon

2009-02-28T08:12:00.000-08:00

Sup y'all. Told you I'd have pix. I think. Haha! Okay, anyway, exams are officially over! I hope I'll do well for each and every single one of my papers, because I studied quite a fair bit for them ^^ Today marks the first day Bb has been gone, I miss her already.

Yesterday, I went for my job interview with Dorothea and Bb:) Had lunch at Shokudo's, then we trained to Lavender. Sat around for 2 hours just waiting for them to announce we'd gotten the position, had a not-so-short briefing, before parting ways with everyone at City Hall. Bb and I went to town, stoned around and had dinner at Mos Burger. Pixpix.

The interview that lasted a minute

TIME 2 CUT HAIR. NOT KEEPING IT LONG, DISGUSTING.

LOL JARED FACE

Okay, that was yesterday. Today, I got dragged out of bed at 8 AM to get ready to go to Sentosa. Met wifey at the terminal, ran off to find Guan and Nat. Breakfast was at some toast shop (ew), then we headed to Giant to get lots of water and gummy which I never got down to eating. Trained over after waiting for Az, found a nice spot under a tree where we could roast like chickens. Wifey kept taking paparazzi shots (deleted them all) of couples, and Az kept hogging the camera. The guys started playing beach volleyball while the two of us started to chitchat (and that was what we did until dear had to leave).

cheeko who looks like Mr Ezal.

my emo-nemo wife!

K emo-nemo hubby!

After about an hour(?), zee came (I got to see his dick-like haircut HAH) with Da Ming and they joined in the game. Dear and I wandered off in search of better places to talk (like under another tree), and the rest had a match with some XMMs. Had a good peaceful catch-up session, except for the time zee plopped down beside us with a face very much resembling that of an enthusiastic chipmunk, before proceeding to fling sand all over me, and once more when he very kindly sprinkled sea water all over my hair and back.

Baywatch reject

Everyone likes my cap. And what is that stupid Zander doing in every picture?

^^

Da Ming the magician:)

Sent wifey off, came back alone, bumped into zee and Guan who'd gone to get alcohol for everyone else. Lepaked a little more before it started raining like crazy, sought shelter under some weird thing. Ming showed me some magic tricks, then they started playing card games. Um, taiti? Whatever. ^^ I won the last round, so yay!

Damn freaking act cute pig

He stole one side of my earrings to wear. Then claimed he didn't like it and took it off and I refused to put it back on so I was left with wearing only ONE SIDE all day. (#%*)(%

I LOVE ALCOHOL MMMMMM YUM.

MATTHEW LOOKALIKE

Az's fat fingers.

Dinner was at Asian Kitchen with the family, came back early. Super tired. Sorry if this post sounds bimbotic. I don't care. HAHA!!

Bintan Bintan Bintan. Is going to be helluva AWESOME, sumpahhhhh.

Quickie

2009-02-20T09:59:00.000-08:00

Key events of my week. I am so tired, stats paper in the morning ugh. Will post pix another time. I'm not going to be getting proper rest for, let's say... Another 7 days? What a joyous feeling this is!

How do you like my school bag?

Yesterday:

Celebrated Isyandi's birthday at Hog's Breath Cafe, Vivo.

Today:

Studied at the library with Renee, met Bb in the evening to mug more.
Got lost walking along City Hall/Dhouby Ghaut (again), dinner at Hip Diner

Tomorrow:

Stats paper
Mug for econs, with Bb (?)

Sunday:

Mug for econs with (?)
Mug for ITB with (?!)

Andddd to do:

Watch Pink Panther with Bb before she flies off
MUG HARD FOR EXAMS
Catch He's Just Not That Into You, and perhaps K-20 (wtf, right.)
Gather resources in preparation of my 2 week stone-at-home marathon
Stop talking about x and concentrate on more important things.

Hahahaha okay bye. Wenjie is lame as hell. Stop demoralizing me, I think I'm a pretty good gangsta.

UGH OMGWTFBBQROFLCAKES

2009-02-18T09:48:00.000-08:00

I HATE STATISTICS!!!

I've been mugging so much but I bet none of it actually went in. Go ahead and give me a question, I'll bet 5 bucks I can't do it. Why why WHY do I have to be doing this shit? I have never studied so hard for anything mathematically related before so if I don't pass this pile of bullcrap I am going to ram myself into a wall and laminate myself to a llama.

Okay bye hardcore mugging resumes (in the morning).

Party like a rockstar

2009-02-15T11:05:00.000-08:00

Hi guys. I wasn't home for three days, did you miss me? Technically two, I came back for awhile. Long entry under the cut! Let's start with Friday. Then Saturday. Then Sunday. Ugh. This is going to take forever, I can just SMELL IT.

Friday the 13th. Yeah, tell me about it. I had some great luck right there. First, I ran from one end of the country to another, got lost in Geylang, went all the way back (I shit you not; Harbourfront to Pasir Ris, to Jurong and back home.), and all without proper sleep. Jun walked out to bring me in to where the chalet was, we walked for ages before reaching. Sat around while the guys played cards, Sofy kept me company all the way (thanks sofy:)), then we ate and he walked me alllllll the way back to the bus stop which was crazily far away. Took a bus to the nearest station which brought me somewhere ELSE instead, found my way back and trained to Erik's place where my favourite people were. :) Picspam time!

Aw, the birthday cake! Isn't it cute..?

:)

Superstar, happy birthday today! Birthday boy in the middle, random idling retard to the extreme right.

Hmm.

TEDDY BEAR:) He's not so teddy-ish anymore, he's lost so much weight. Handsome boy!

Everyone standing around while Erik was taking care of Clay. Drunken pix below, it was hilarious. Look at the mickey-shirt boy posing for the camera, ACTING OH-SO-CUTE.

"Okay Clay, don't talk anymore."

"WHERE ARE THE STARS? THE SKY? WHERE IS THE SUN?!! WHO DISTURB ME!? I KILL YOUR MOTHER!!!"

*gurgles* Fuck you....... *facepalm*

Before the fort fell. HAHA!

Told you I attract them anywhere, anytime. She was with us the entire night, and just as we left she got in the mood to play. :(

CHONCHON! My new friend.:) There was also max, but he sorta KO-ed.

HEE FAILBLOG!

Okay, that pretty much sums up the whole night. We sat around in the dark, ate like pigs, had guy time(talking about explicit stuff that girls don't usually get to hear), and after being mosquito bait for about.. 6 hours, Chonchon sent me home. We caught the first bus back together, he walked me back and then I fell asleep quite promptly.

Thursday/Valentine's

Woke up on time, but BB and I stoned in front of our laptops for a couple of hours. Rushed out of the house, ran around and got her presents; the cutest cookie tin chock-full of Famous Amos, Langkawi the lion and a gift card. Waited for her outside Cine FOREVER, but that had it's perks cuz I met some dude who happened to be working there. Chatted for awhile, then I had to leave (AND I DIDNT GET HIS NAME). Love is bittersweet, le sigh... Oh, we had Shokudo again! ^^

My Bb :) With Langkawi!

Her present!

MY PRESENT. Omg Bb :) I've wanted this forever, I think a lot of people know but I guess only she remembered. :) I love it so much ^__^ THANK YOU BB!

Yep, forever happy you and me. I think I've forgotten how to smile properly, seriously. :( I never smile properly anymore..

Uh.. ?

LOL DANNY

Anyway, I finally got my Woodstock t-shirt. The one I'd been eyeing in forever. To think I swore never to buy anything from NUM because everything is crazily overpriced... Ugh. Cabbed to Downtown East, waited 3 hours for Bb to sing, and then we had Subway with her cousins and family. :) Stayed over at her place, had lotssss of fun. :)

"FORMAL SHOT"

Best. Game. EVER!

Polaroid we took at Cine. Yeah thanks danny, for covering Bb's face with a worm.

Gorgeous to the max. HEE BB I really love you :) Yeah and to the dude who commented on my previous post, you see this face? She deserves only the best God could ever give her. Click HERE to read mindless rant-like comments from Shawn the not-so-stalkerish stalker. FYI, I would NEVER be jealous of my Bb. Because best friends don't roll that way, and if she's happy, that's all I could ever ask for. Sorry dude, not that I mean to be bimbotic and kick up a bitch-fit... But you need to grow some SERIOUS BALLS. You put men to shame. And coming from a girl who hangs out with guys 24/7... THAT IS SAYING SOMETHING.

:)

I love bb's singing ^^

NUSKAR:) He's so big already, and probably traumatised. I gave Bb all my hamster's old stuff, I hope Nuskar will love it all :( I am not used to not hearing Yuu-chan biting on his cage bars :(

The zombie stickers.

PRINCESS CROWN.

Her new shirt!

See what I mean by I CAN'T SMILE PROPERLY ANYMORE :(

Capybara love \m/

ISN'T IT CUTE?!?! LIKE A SAUSAGE.

I WAS SO TEMPTED TO CUT MY HAIR TODAY. That was our initial plan, to go trim our hair short. Being fickle, I've decided to keep my short hair. And just settle for a stupid wig our something BUT I am keeping it now, because I want to see if it'll curl where it used to now that I don't tie up my hair anymore.

Lunch was at Hong Kong Cafe! Had our favourite Lotus Root soup, and noodles. :) Spent ages at the arcade after that catching useless stuffed toys. It is actually very exciting, we also made new friends but I didn't catch their names.

Our matching toys:)

1) Need to sleep earlier/more
2) Buy eye-care products
3) CUT FRINGE :@

Mine ^__^ I actually also have a Stitch but I gave it to a random friend.

And that sums up... my days away from home. LOVE YOU ALL, I need to sleep now ugh.

Skyway Avenue

2009-02-11T11:26:00.000-08:00

Yes I am incredibly bored after a night out at town so sue me. I don't care if you don't want to watch my home-made videos, JUST DO AS I SAY and laugh at my stupidity. Yes, I am acting cute. Love me or hate me!

K anyway, about the first video. I'm not against lesbianism or anything (I have lesbian friends) so please don't take it the wrong way, it's all in good cheer. Don't get all flame-y or I'll have to take it down, really don't want to offend anyone but hey, freedom of speech yeah?

Today I was woken up by a random technician and got out of bed at 2.30 pm. Cooked myself lunch, watched the Discovery Channel for a good hour before receiving a surprise call, then dragged myself to the post office to mail packages. Rushed home, took a shower, dressed and dolled, bussed to City Hall. To be continued tomorrow!

I love We The Kings. Thx puppy!

http://failblog.org is the new black. Love you, Jun.

Youtube

2009-02-08T20:57:00.000-08:00

Okay, I know this place is pretty dead and no one reads anymore. But anyway, going to share some videos since I have no photos. Bb sent them to me and I spent the entire night laughing at them with Furong.

Have fun watching! And on a side note... Does anyone want to go out and study? Ughhhhh.

Hello

2009-02-07T02:01:00.000-08:00

My thoughts are too incoherent for me to put into complete sentences. So here's a brief summary of what I did yesterday:

Went to school for dance and CATS, to check results. Got a B+, hope the teacher will raise it to an A after we spent an hour trying to convince him.
Lunch was with Jeff, Renee and Ella. Mikhail left, then came Leroy, Justin, Charlie, CK, and JJ. I think it's really so awesome that I've been blessed with wonderful friends like them. Jeff, since the very first Friday of school, Renee since 3 years ago, Ella since sec 1. And the usual clique; I felt like I was in the wrong class and wanted so desperately to change after the first semester, but things changed along the way and as my first year in school comes to a close, I realise I can't do without them. I was put where I was for a reason, and for that I am eternally grateful.
Walked to Makan Place with Renee to meet someone, walked to the bus stop together and went home.
Trained to Bugis, walked around. Didn't find my bag. Collected my tops and dresses. Bought a nice shift dress, ended up at City Hall.
Bumped into Bruce and Jared by the fountain, chatted and ended up going for dinner together. Found my scoopneck top at Topshop, then we cabbed to Clark Quay to walk around. Bought alcohol and went to Fort Canning Park to chill for the rest of the night (I had water, the three of them finished the booze). Shared lots of stories and got to know more about each other, sorta. (I know them through Friendster btw. And in case you're wondering, no, I do not usually meet up/go out with people I meet online.)
Parted ways after walking through the park to the nearest train station-- Jard left with Bb, Bruce sent me home. Talked all the way from the time we got on the train, till we reached my gate at about 12.30 AM. Played some stupid mind-reading game (which failed), discussed horoscopes and yeah, it was really cool. Had an awesome night, and we'll definitely be meeting up again soon.

Spent the rest of the night online chatting with Furong. I am so broke this month. Not to mention the week-long birthday marathon which begins on the 14th... Ugh. :( Slept at four, got woken up at 9 in the morning to find my hamster dying.

I just want to sleep forever...

2009-02-01T06:29:00.000-08:00

Hi
Do you like my hair?

ね、

2009-01-30T06:34:00.000-08:00

What kind of person is he?
He's like a river.
His waves take everything away
Never stops flowing

And I was abandoned.

Is that so?
Well, if he is the river
Then I am the sea
And I will never leave you.

~

That time, if I had chosen the other path at the crossroads
Would our fate have been different?
Would I not have had to lose you?

きみは幸せでしたか？
とても幸せでした。

Till this day, I still love the blue sky.
The times I've spent with you have not turned into memories.
I still remember you.
You are still here.
And I have to live on happily.
♥

バイーバイ
もう思いださない。

CNY Pt. 2

2009-01-30T01:48:00.000-08:00

Kitty!

My Uncle, Aunt and Cousin.

Does my mom look like my grandma?

HAHA didn't notice what my dad did until much later. -.-

And this was taken on the second day, before going to my Uncle's house.

Alright, so it's been a hectic week but I'm glad the weekends are here. I don't think I'm the only one either, lots of my friends are mushed with deadlines but they'll have their fun soon enough. :) I woke up at 8 AM on the dot this morning and decided to give dance a miss. Rushed to class for presentation and I was late, not to mention starving. Super Renee to the rescue with her tapioca-tasting chips (thanks dear!). Attempted Word Challenge (STUPID THING WOULDN'T SAVE MY HIGH SCORE OF 14K. MIKHAIL YOU JUST WATCH IT I'M GONNA GET YOU GOOD.), then lunch was at the usual place with the clique. Sat with Jeffy and wifey, Kenneth the ballerina joined us too! Jeff was talking rubbish like all the way, then pony came and we started talking about durian scented deodorants.

I meant to go home after that but a very special person called Adriel Tay asked me out, so I met him at the food centre nearby and watched him eat. Walked in the scorching heat to KAP for ice cream before making our way back. Caught up a lot, talked about everything and anything and made a promise to study hard for finals (so he can buy me that free ice cream.. again!) Pokey, if you're reading this I really hope you'll be able to get those As. Be a good boy like your other classmates and don't dream about xx hehe, study dates soon, Left4dead on garena even sooner, and then we'll go out partayyee during semestral break. HARPIINESS, remember? Thanks for always remembering me and making the effort to call me out, I am sorry for being such a bad jigglypuff. :) Love love!

Oh did I mention I love lists?

To do:
1) Cut my hair (it's been only 3 weeks and I can tie it up already. Anyone out there needs a trim?)
2) Revise for OBSE
3) Think of presents for like... 5 people.
4) Get Koizora from wifey
5) Re-do my nails

Also, yesterday was a short day. After OBSE and BCOMM, Glenn(birthday boy, hope you liked that note.), Jeff, Wifey, Charlie and I went to Makan Place for lunch. Jiaxin, Darren, Tzeyang, Ivan and Jinkang joined us soon after, sat there for agessssss chatting. Grayson came (bf!!!) and I sat with him for a bit before his group arrived. We need to have a proper meet-up soon, geez. Went to TP to meet BB after that, met her friends but Sofy Jun and Jedi were nowhere in sight. Rushed out her project, went to Bugis for dinner. Finally bought my cap heheheh happy.

Doro smsed me this morning with her results. Don't be sad okay dear, you're coming to NP and I LOVE YOU! :)

Watch this btw.

CNY Pt. 1

2009-01-26T22:31:00.001-08:00

Here's pix from our reunion dinner! Went out with BB earlier that day to get my new dress (which I didn't wear in the end cuz it was black. And black is an inauspicious colour. Am I smart OR AM I SMART?), walked around with her and Ali Chua and went home. The restaurant we went to was opposite Play (the club I went to last). Good Cantonese food, just the way we like it. :)

Aunty Genna and Grandma:)

Mom and Dad, awww.

Darrick and I before the dinner began. My aunt walked through the door about then and I tried to get her attention but she zipped right past me. Am I that unrecognizable?...

Hei lou. It's like this stuff we all have to toss. And it tastes bad too. I think it's got radish, carrots, crackers.... lime.... Okay I don't want to know.

Brian's back from America!

Yep that's my aunt and uncle and cousin. Maybe you've seen them in the papers before.

UGH Shark's Fin. I was going to not eat it ever again but... -.- Sigh.

They're sisters, can you tell? Aunt Genna's the older one, Genna-lyn(?) just came a few months back.

Fishhhhh!

Tang yuan ew ew ew there's black stuff in it. I have a picture from dissecting it but I don't think you really wanna see it.

I need a haircut.

Gifts we got. Filled with x'mas stuff (kind of late, but oh well)! Can you see the lining? It's so pretty. Okay fine, it's a picnic basket.

Hihihii

Everyone loves clean nostrils.:)

Fat faces.... Like really. HAHA! The double chin act.

NINJA GLARE.

My little angel HAHAHA.

K Pt 2 tonight, ;) I've got a dinner at Aunt's later but I'm not sure if I want to go, Abdul invited me to go for Live n' Loaded but blahhh then again I don't even know what it is. :( School tomorrow, yay! And I should be meeting BB. Hugzzzzz.

Sigh

2009-01-24T07:44:00.001-08:00

Smoking is bad for you.

O hai

2009-01-23T02:07:00.000-08:00

Selling post updated, plx sarpork kthnks.
Oh and my apologies if it looks remotely pornographic, my underwear's kewt so deal with it. ✌

Just in case you have something from my looking post, direct everything under the sun to tokyojuveniles@gmail.com unless it's pictures of you jizzing in your pants.

25 Things

2009-01-22T02:29:00.000-08:00

Hi Sammy, sorry I didn't smile and my attempt to re-work that photo failed miserably, hhe.

Hha, Vicky. You're so cute! By the way, it reads, "Deb loves someone in lecture." Ugh, sexposed!!!!!

Unglam face, yesyes. And Vicky is proud to know who. ;)

Weird hair day. :(

Balls to OBSE. 'Nuff said, BCOMM was a waste of time as well. Webcammed with Samuel. Correction, turned the webcam on, stoned at the screen. Basked in the sun, Canteen 1 for lunch and saw Grayson! ^___^ *BIG HUGZ* Then home, tuition. Blah blah fell asleep hhe, munched on more junk food.

CNY's around the corner, who's up for late nights out?

1. I find it hard expressing my anger. I'll never tell you in your face I'm mad with you. I'll either a) Keep very quiet, b) Be indecisive, or c) Throw a hint, indirectly, of course.
2. I eat a lot, don't put on weight.
3. I could stay up all night refreshing the same webpages.
4. I like bread-- Selectively.
5. Haven't had alcohol before.
6. I used to rescue kittens/cats around the neighbourhood, even if it meant they were in a drain.
7. I used to like stealing.
8. I'm an astrology nutcase
9. I want to own a Beetle when I get my driving license (which I see no hurry in sitting for, anyway)
10. Used to be a hugeeee anime fan (Probably still am.)
11. I love/loved Westlife
12. When I'm sad or thoughtful, I go to my secret hiding spot.
13. I've never had coffee, and I'm not a fan of barley or tea... Or chrysanthemum. Ew.
14. I was at the bottom 10 benchmark in secondary 2
15. CANNOT TAKE SPICY FOOD AT ALL
16. I fall in love easily
17. I communicate best on MSN, over SMSes, and in person. Don't call me and attempt to start a conversation unless I say you can or you're one of those persons you know I won't mind talking to-- I will get really pissed off.
18. Sometimes, I hate being female.
19. I love FPS games. ♥
20. Say 'NO' to Daytona.
21. I aspired to be a Harajuku Girl *sniggers*
22. I hate being ignored, or snubbed. I'll get really paranoid.
23. Hate being alone
24. I watch only one cartoon-- Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends.
25. Join the ROFLCOPTER GANG, SOISOI!

I tag everyone. Go!

You can't bleed forever.

2009-01-20T08:57:00.000-08:00

School is so tiring. Been staying up to study but today I'm too exhausted to do anything. I keep hurting myself, yesterday I came home with a raw wound on my ankle, today I pierced my finger with a door hinge and I might be on the verge of losing a good friend. This is so frustrating and ugh I don't even want to talk about it... Just pisses me off. Don't ask if I don't tell you (unless you're my close friend. Even then I might be selective about it.) Nothing makes me peeved more than people thinking they know what they're doing when they actually don't... And I end up having to tolerate fucked up garbage. Okay, rant over.

On a not-so-light note, I failed the latest stats test. No surprise. I don't even want to start thinking about how everyone else got above 40 except OZQ and I. Charlie just found out there's an OBSE project to be done by THURSDAY, and we've yet to come up with an article-- Mostly because I don't know what I should be searching for in one.

I just got back from dinner with Uncle Jon and my family. After school, I happened to meet Clay at the stairway and we crossed the bridge together. Waited for Joel to finish his smoke, then we bussed to Singapore Polytechnic together to find my favourite Long who ended up being at Pasir Ris. Booooo. Hung out at Canteen 6 for a good half hour before going back. I remember I used to go there when I was in secondary school. Attended a few workshops and lectures at their Media School. Moving on...

Uncle Jon:) The nicest godfather on Earth.

Check these out, awesome eh? I saw these online before!

Chocolate Koi fish he got us, precious, isn't it?

Allll the food! It was very nice.

Darrick likes stoning. He was being very fidgety so after all the dishes had been served and the adults settled down for a chat, we went around snapping pictueres! Image heavy, you've been warned. Oh and if you were wondering, we were at the Old Concord.

Yo yo yo. Haha, unglammmm.

Hehe, always wanted to do one of these but I always fail. So this is my accomplishment of the day...?

:O

"Cinderella. Reversed."

Okay I have no idea what this is, but I remember he was telling me it's the "Excited Ow Yong" face. FMSS's current principal, hha. Heard he's kinda ~.

Little Green Riding Hood

AND YOU DOUBT MY NINJA-BILITY?

Darrick asked me to capture this.. Since it was highly amusing. "EEK! CONDOM! :("

"Life is short and love sucks. But which couple stays together forever and ever?"
*I look around*
" -.- *points at toilet sign*

See all the lights? There were lotsss of them, like 7 storeys, perhaps even more!

Love thy bulb mode \m/

Awkward stance... -.- Darrick took too long to press the button and I was going to remind him where it was in case he'd forgotten.

Good night everyone. I'll upload pictures of Cookie tomorrow! ♥

Study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study study. Finals are about a month away and I am anything but properly prepared. In need of 24/7 study buddy.

O look it's...

2009-01-19T01:55:00.000-08:00

♥♥ The My Life Would Suck
Without You Meme♥♥

I would love you so much if you left a comment and made my day. It's always a joy knowing who loves you (not that I'm an attention-seeking whore or anything.)

I loved you first

2009-01-19T00:40:00.000-08:00

1. Late for school
2. BCOMM oral presentation in 15 minutes (which went extremely well.)
3. Lunch at Makan Place
4. Saw Grayson ♥ x 3458934
5. Canteen 1 with Alex, Ella and Matty for ice cream
6. Ran around looking for plasters to protect my poor ankles (Stupid Lacoste shoes)
7. Econs and __ (Hehe)
8. Escorted to the stairway by Al and Charlie
9. Home

Charlie's been kicking ass on Facebook for the past 48 hours. I blame myself. Okay update later gotta go study like a good nerd. B( Am sorely missing someone though it's only been a couple of days.

Cuz we belong together

2009-01-17T09:30:00.000-08:00

Hi guys today I had the most fun ever, probably since the year started (if you'll exclude my weekly escapades with BB). Met Xiany at City Hall, went for Shokudo's, before proceeding to Marina Bay. Marina Barrage's seriously cool and stuff, took lots of pixxxxx.

Shokudo's. Love love man, \m/

Heh

"Woah got wind siaaaa"

We got to watch the sun set. :)

Cute dad playing with his kids in the grass.

The kite that nearly almost killed everyone

Crying face. :'( HEEHEE.

My mini rainbows!

NINJA

Swordfish fringe!

Punk rockerrrr:)

;) (<3)

CARBON COPIES

Mom's vintage Fendi.

I enjoyed myself a lot, can you tell? ♥

Sorry I didn't attend your chalet, Sofy. Movie soon, I promise! And also, chin up Desmond, time waits for no man. Oh, I'm really hooked on Kelly's new song. All thanks to dearest Vickytoo.:) He sends the best songs ever, I can listen to them for hours on end. Have repeated it like 54 times since I got home...

What.

2009-01-16T09:45:00.000-08:00

Okay so I was just talking to Firuru and he did something that has got to be topping my list of lame things ever experienced. Yes, my life is that stale but it's my problem.

^^v fir @ 1:41
EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 1:42
THEY FOUND WATER ON MARS!!! 1:42
you know what it means??? 1:42
WHAT debrah loves ichi @ 1:44
THEY'RE DESTROYING OUR EARTH? 1:44
got lifeeee!! fir @ 1:44
show you 1:44
.
.
.

Sigh.

Hip hop today was good, I liked this time's girl choreography much better than the first time we did it. CATS was spent surfing the net aimlessly and talking to Renee dear, as well as playing Word Challenge. Both of us were trying to come up with words and Amar attempted to help me beat Mikhail's stupid high score. Lunch with Jeff and Tzeyang, DC and OZQ came after awhile. Accompanied Y for a smoke, came home and knocked out for 5 hours straight.

Watched tv over dinner, Xiany called to whine about me not replying his sms for like 5 minutes, indulged in watching like 6 episodes of Bleach. ^__^ Am tired again, off to bed now! Meeting him tomorrow, not going for Sofy's chalet. Sorry bud bud.:(

PS. I changed my tattoo! Huahahahahaaaaa.

Back to basics

2009-01-15T09:26:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone, this is your local scene radio channel and your favourite girl DJ Deb speaking, how are y'all today? It's request hour here on Zimbobo FM 97.5 and we are anxiously anticipating callers. Lines are going to go crazy any minute now! Oh wait, here comes our first.

"Hi, 97.5 FM who's this?"
"I am a secret song composer!"
"O rly? Ultra high heels k3wlz what song would you like to dedicate?"
"I would like to broadcast my latest composition to the world. It's called The Hugz Song!"
"And how does it go?"
"Oh. Hugz hugz hugz, baby ninja hugz hugz"

Haha Xianypants ah...:)

OKAY, sorry. I really need to sleep but my favourite people just so happen to be online. :) It's been such a joy getting to know new friends, especially Jun and Sofy and my Jedi (PSHEWWWWWW). They make every day so much more bearable. Not to mention my BB and Grace and Xiany and Charlie and gang... :) So today started with me going to school at 9 when classes started at 10. I still remember Charlie and his evil mocking laughter when I called to ask where he was. Ugh. Fortunately I wasn't the only one around, spotted Jason wandering aimlessly not far away and we went for breakfast together. We've been classmates for almost a semester now but never really gotten to know each other, so it was cool. Stuffed myself while he lived off a bottle of mineral water, Rach and Grace and CK came after awhile. Had classes till about 11.40 (we ended then when we were suppoesd to end at 1!)

Headed to SIM for lunch with the boys, irritated Jin Kang and poked fun at him. Went home for stats tuiton, dinner was at the town club with the family. Charlie was having fun on photoshop and BOY did he create the BEST PHOTO EVER. I will never see the light of day again if word gets out. -.- Sigh.~

Okay, enough of wordy stuff. I have NO PICTURES so sue me. But I do have a video for you. :)

hi Nathaniel @ 1:09
i liked ur kissfaintkill bloggy post 1:09
this is for u 1:09

Listen to it! I know it's mostly retarded but the lyrics are really sweet, thanks Natty.:) Mario Kart love song, how's that!? On a side note, Pseudo Ayako has updated. Do head on over for more lame crack.

Today was a good day, in a bad week. Geddit? Yeah you geddit. 2009's been good so far, a far cry from last year, at least. I haven't worried (like, really worried) over things relating to my studies (a little...) or love (not at all). Girls just wanna have fun, yknow? ;) It was a special day, and the magic number was 5. I don't really want to immerse myself in this, so I'm just going to go with the flow and see where life takes me. I like living on the edge, sometimes. :)

It is okay to fall in love (again) and hold on to what you deem the most precious in your life. It is okay to be selfish... Sometimes.

So do not want to go to school tomorrow, ugh.

Wowowow

2009-01-14T08:09:00.000-08:00

Today:

There are peanuts in my soup
I went to TP
I met Nat and Chaaariot:) for the first time
Jedi smelt nice (again), I am going to hire him to be my air freshener
I saw Sofybodyfit, Singapore's next top model
I did not see __ (Shut up Charles, HAHA.), or Xiany
I met up with my boys for a short while in the canteen (stupid Joel and the bikini trade)
I saw Anthony displaying his not-so-excellent ninja moves (because if they were excellent I would not have seen him.)
I gave out free hugz
I have become a full-fledged sex maniac who preys on little boys (MUAHAHAHA!!!)

Okay so yes I went to TP, attracted a reasonable amount of attention throughout the day, received my Valentine's Day present from Bb (HUGS), made a pact with her that we would REFRAIN from seeing each other on V-day even though I love her the most. Dinner at Yoshinoya, went to the arcade, took the train home with Nat! Oh and I was supposed to sleep at 12 hoho I am sorry Pseudo Ayakoooo.

Ok gtg lolololololol bai am sorry for not updating with anything substantial / of visible meaning.

Breakdown

2009-01-11T03:37:00.000-08:00

Edit: Well it's 2.20AM in the morning and here I am studying. I've managed to de-stress a little. :) I just want to thank God for Bb, Nat, Jedi and Jun. I definitely wouldn't be this carefree without their non-stop attempts throughout the night trying to cheer me up. And Sofy too for getting me started on a short Youtube session of all my favourite clips... The Badger Song! Thanks Vicky and Xiany for helping me, Matty too!

Anyway, I'm going to be positive for a bit and take solace in the fact that I haven't done this many math questions in a long time (even though I am still on the first of three chapters...?) It's definitely not enough time for me to cram and I have only myself to blame, but I'm going to do this properly and make sure I get my basics right. It's not going to help if I just skim through and hope I get a good grade.

Wish me luck for e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.

I need to cry badly. Since school started I've been in a total mess. I don't know what's wrong with me; I wasn't ready for lectures or tutorials, wasn't prepared to learn, wasn't ready for ANYTHING. Granted my printer is not working and I've been busy with cleaning up around the house, but it isn't a valid excuse. I'm responsible for my own learning and I'm just really disappointed with myself.

This is just one of the times I honestly don't want to be doing what I'm doing. Always pushing myself, even though I know it's for my own good. Going against my better judgment, listening to my parents and doing what THEY want me to do instead of doing what I love to do-- Write. I've thought of changing my course so many times but I keep telling myself it will be worth it in the end. It's not something I hate, but it's something I'd rather not do in comparison to what I have in mind. When it comes down to this, though... I just lose it. Math math math WHY DO I HAVE TO DO MATH? It's so obvious, my foundation is as weak as a city built on sand and no matter which module I have to take, as long as it's related to math I'm doomed for eternity. It's like WATCHING myself DIE when it could have been avoided. My GPA's already a measly 2.3, things seriously can't get any worse. An obligatory C or D for a math module obviously means I'll need to get an A and above for an alternative module or two. And I can really see that happening.

What do I do when I see something with a whole lot of numbers? My brain shuts down. I've been procrastinating and PROCRASTINATING. I've been telling myself since the start of this week that I HAD to start revising but I had to fall sick and I had to waste my time away. Since yesterday all I've done is stare blankly at my notes, hoping something would miraculously register in my head. And it hasn't happened. I've been TRYING so hard to do my tutorials but I just don't understand. The textbook is thick as hell I swear I could kill an elephant with it. Lessons are SO DRY, I start falling asleep and even when I try to make sense of it, I CAN'T. I pay attention in lectures and it's still no good so THERE. I am THAT SCREWED for tomorrow's test which has a weightage of 20 FUCKING percent.

I just feel like I'm letting a lot of people down. Everyone, in fact; and that includes me. Did I mention that I also have a communications test worth 30% first thing in the morning? Oh, I haven't? Well I have a communications test worth 30% first thing in the morning. Have a nice life.

Feelings

2009-01-08T22:11:00.000-08:00

Feelings are meant to be felt, not kept. They are meant to be shown, not hidden deep down. It is amazing to be able to keep your emotions in check and never show them to the world. But what is even more amazing is being able to share them, to let known to man that you have lived through it to tell the tale. It is not something all of us can do, for we are different. I am a person who will never hide my feelings. That would be like living a lie. I live every minute, I am alive. I take joy in expressing myself every second I breathe.

Happiness comes from hard work. So does true love-- It's like a challenge, a battle we fight all our lives until we find that one special person. How often is it that we come across an individual who makes us feel the way love feels? For two people to come together. Any two people at all; what are the chances of that? He could be from Spain, New York, Beijing or Barcelona. You don't choose it, and it won't matter. You will meet. And you will be mesmerized.

But what about when the feeling fades? What happens then? What if that day comes when you look in his eyes and you smell his scent but it no longer has that same effect? You do not feel intoxicated, nor do the butterflies flutter in your tummy. What if one day you run out of things to talk about and all you can do is stare at an empty conversation window on IM; what if you talk on the phone and all you hear is the sound of his breathing, and you're minutes away from killing the line?

What if the fire has been extinguished? What do we do then?

I truly miss the way we used to talk. You might never read this, or maybe you will, unknowingly skimming through and not realising you are the subject, the epicenter of this earthquake I have been experiencing for so long. Think twice, my love, think twice.

Fast-foward

2009-01-07T20:07:00.000-08:00

I need more time. Everything's been so hectic and I've got tons of stuff to do that I've left untouched and undone for so so long. I got back my mid-sem results, I'm quite happy with them on the whole.

Stats: 37/50
Miec: 41/50
ITB: 65/100

Considering I have never scored a B for anything mathematical since primary school, my grade for econs was D last sem and I didn't study for ITB at all... I couldn't ask for more really (except I should've checked for careless mistakes ugh)

List of things I've to do:
- STUDY FOR STATS
- Overdue tutorials (miec, stats, obse... EVERYTHING UGH)
- Listennnnn in lectures
- Finish my part for PBL
- Start working on my econs article
- Catch up on my sleep and reset my body clock
- Buy my own x'mas present

I blame all the packing up I've had to do around the house. But then again I had the entire holiday to do it, so there's no pushing anything on anyone. I don't know why I always seem to forget that regardless of whether or not the tutor mentions it, I always have homework. I usually remember but not when it's holiday time.....

Overdue shots!

Anyway, the first day of school was awesome. It was great seeing all sorts of familiar faces, and catching up with everyone. Had lunch at the new canteen, it wasn't all that fanatastic. On Tuesday, Bb came to school and crashed tutorial, Ms Sharpe Hana didn't mind. She's so cute!

Toured a little around school before going to Vivo for dinner at Pastamania. Pulled another trick on the person who cleared our dishes but he didn't get it, tsk. Walked around, went to NUM to find my Woodstock tee but it wasn't there as usual (and the only time I saw it, it was male cut.) Traumatised the staff there with our weird antics, went to Page One to read my horoscope for the year... And left cuz Bb had singing lessons.

I have no more OBSE lecture ever. So every Wednesday's going to be TP day! The train ride there's great for sleeping. I got off at Pasir Ris instead of at Tampines ugh so I had to detour. Met Bb, she saved me from a long session of being stared(?) at by people at the bus stop. Met up with Tessa darling, Jem, Jedi at the Design school. Stupid Ying Haw went home (!!!) and Butterboy ran away. Ran around singing the Ponyo theme song, anyone wanna catch it with me?

Ponyo ponyo ponyo sakana no ko~ ^__^

Went to Tampines Mall after that and walked around for an eternity. Dropped a chicken wing, bought a lone giraffe sock (It's really cute I'll post up a pic!) for my handphone, my first pair of fake eyelashes (HAHA) and played House of the dead. Lame game. Time Crisis is waaaaaaaaaay better.

I missed Marriage of Inconvenience last night I am so angry.

I would like this shirt.

Haha first day of school and I had nice hair. :) Okay goodbye everyone I'm done blogging cuz communications is over and the only reason why I'm truly doing this is because I don't want to fall asleep.

/Edit @ 4.13 PM

I like my new watch. Oh yeah and you know since I am THAT hip and cool? I have decided to ship this from the United States of America and stick it on my Macbook.

Shake shake banana bomb bobo-chan Hohoho sayonara. o0o0o0o0o0o0oh Ralph Lauren sale!

Knock knock

2009-01-04T04:14:00.000-08:00

Will you let me in now?

“I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-- Like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-- Locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but perhaps I will never know.”

When will you finally understand, my dear, that I do not want to stand by and watch? That's not good enough for me. When will you understand, that you do not hurt me by telling me things that might make me remotely sad or worried? That the only time you truly tear me apart... Is when you say nothing at all? Do you know how empty it makes me inside, to not know what you are thinking or how you are feeling? To have to tell you I feel this way and that way, this way? I know you have bigger problems, I know you do. And I don't want to add on to them, so please. You know I am here for you. I have been, and always will be.

Liars and Battlelines

2009-01-03T22:47:00.001-08:00

School re-opens tomorrow and I am so stoked. Can't wait to see BB, can't wait to see the gang again, can't wait to ask my parents about my secret trip, can't wait to finish packing up my haystack of a room, can't wait to attend a lecture, can't wait forever! And might I say, Rookie of the Year has a really cute lead singer. Mreow...♥

Shake shake banana

2009-01-02T10:14:00.000-08:00

Hi. This is how I spent my countdown to 2009.

Yeah that's my brother. I think we were kind of high...

HAHA. My extensions!! I removed them anyway; or rather they came off after I unconsciously gave them a tug. :(

Zimbobo ♥

Retards at midnight-- Take 1.

No worries mate, I'm still a ninja!

Can't say the same for him, though

Pantene Pro V... Because I'm worth it. HAHAHAHHHAA

Huhh

The Hulk; new and improved. Now comes in Asian.

Here, have some videos while you're at it. I never knew my voice was that constipated. I might need a new voice box.

LET ME SHARE WITH YOU MY UNDYING LOVE FOR BRITNEY !! \m/

And lastly, it never hurts to listen to a little more of Muttons at Midnight. Well, maybe too much. (Muttons at Midnight is a radio talkshow we have here in Singapore! They're really funny people.:))

Oh and uh, yesterday I went for a hair cut. I have BANGS. Dear lord, no one will ever take me seriously ever again. Why did I cut it, why why why. Did some damage control, side-swept it and now it looks okay again but a shorter version of my usual fringe.

I've also decided to give black eyeliner a second chance. It'd better not smudge on me or I will be soooo pissed. Brown's still more natural and I like it. :) I've also learnt that tucking my hair behind my ear makes me look sliiightly Japanese-y. (I hope?)

Hello!

Oh and uh, that's me in my new room. You still can't see much. I've got a new (albeit mini) batch of images to upload. Will share those tomorrow. Charlie just saved me from the group of doom... Thanks buddy. And Tzeyang for caring. Some people just... Ugh.
Disgust me. Don't you just hate it when people change for the worse and not for the better? Maybe you always were this way but I don't know... I don't want to know.

Good night world. Hopefully my table will be ready by tomorrow night. Can't wait for school to start.. :)

Day with Doro!

2008-12-30T08:07:00.000-08:00

Hello! Flock finally let me upload the pictures! So anyway, let's rewind to Sunday, when I met Dorothea darling for our date out to the Botanic Gardens! Lunch was at KFC, then we bussed down to the place. Exchanged presents, and I received a lovely Woodstock tee (been wanting one for ages!) and a set of bracelets. Thank you so much, dear!

It was scorching when we got there. And the place was swarmed with Indians and foreign workers, I have no idea why. I managed to snap lots of pictures though, close to a hundred.

My outfit, which got modified as we progressed throughout the day. ;)

Isn't he precious? His owners were having a mass picnic a distance away and he was all lonely by the lamppost. I love his fur, it's so pretty!

One of six cupcakes Dorothea baked. I must say I'm not a huge fan of pastry but this one tasted really nice. My first ever cupcake. I couldn't finish it, though, and she promptly chowed it down.

The little boy who tried to push the ball off.

Dorothea inspecting some flowers. Not too long after we met a nice man who was chasing a dragonfly (lolerblades) around, and he lent me his macro lense but I failed miserably at it, mostly because I was afraid of damaging the thing.

These kids were squealing at the swan and feeding it insane amounts of bread. -.-

The flowers look like they exploded...?

Argh bad picture day.

Left after a bit and roamed around town before going back!

Our extensions! We did 6 strands of rainbow sparkly hair each. Pretty isn't it?

Can't really see mine :(

The supposedly crowned "Prettiest tree in town"

I decided to go to Vivo to walk around by myself again. Seriously, what is up with me and all this alone-time? I hate being alone. But I guess that's what my trusty iPod is for. Roamed around the National Geographic store (it's become my favourite!), then proceeded to scouring Topshop, F21... Basically everywhere that had clothes. Got myself a nice knit vest (you'll see this in my next post) after spending about an hour in Mango, before taking a bus back.

Dinner at Granny's, then I left with Mom, Dad and Darrick for Ikea -- The Tampines branch. Ugh we had such a horrible shopping experience I swear, my Dad blew at a couple of innocent salesmen. Everything in the self-serve centre was jumbled up and "in containers", and the table I wanted was like two storeys above my head. Anyway we're never going there again if we can help it. The only good thing was that I got nice candy and a hot dog. Darrick and I were playing on the trolleys, and so was this other older man in his 50s... Talk about re-living your childhood!

Tomorrow is New Year's Eve. I am spending it alone at home. It isn't very easy to tell apart social rejects and social butterflies, is it? Will be going to Chinatown to get some cloth in the morning. The next post will consist of next few pages of my little notebook of love! Remember to stay tuned... ♥ Oh, and at the turn of the New Year, I'll have my Thanksgiving post up, I promise! I stumbled across some of my childhood photos and would love to share them some time soon. Till then!

Sick

2008-12-29T07:43:00.000-08:00

Frolicking with dust bunnies makes you VERY SICK. I've been feeling feverish since just now. My eyes feel so dry and tired and my nose isn't helping. I can't remember the last time I sneezed so much (Either that or someone's been thinking of me a lot).

I'm going to go lie down and turn in early. It is so typical of me to fall ill just before the New Year.

Ivan is mine. ♥
Keep your hands off my man.
Keep your hands off my man.
Keep your hands off my man.
Keep your hands off my man.
Keep your hands off my man.
My Asian Edward. LOVE LOVE.

The Notebook

2008-12-28T10:43:00.000-08:00

"In love, we all take risks. We all fall down
But you should never be scared to go that extra mile
A little further
A little crazier
Because in the end
The sweetest love is the one that made you lose control"

I was about to go to bed when the most beautiful thing happened.

Ho-ho-honesty?

2008-12-27T08:19:00.000-08:00

LET'S RING IN SOME

HONESTY

WITH THE NEW YEAR

MEME

What's the new year without a little bit of a confession?
Click on 'Honesty' to let me in on a little truth about myself.
Whether I've been good or bad this year, hit me with your best shot.
Life's all about learning and growing, isn't it? ;)
Again, IP logging is off and anonymous comments are allowed.

Will be back with more pictures from tonight's celebratory dinner! Tomorrow I will be out with Dorothea, we're off to the Botanical Gardens. Ciao!